Episode 340 Ha Seong-
yoon and Lee Jae-heon, who persuaded Yoon Gar-ram while it was still dark, eventually decided to go to the pharmacy, and as soon as the day dawned, they informed Hong Gyeong-jun and Kim Yeon-woo of this and obtained permission to explore.
Hong Gyeong-jun looked anxiously at Ha Seong-yoon and Yoon Garam and Lee Jae-heon, but nodded.
“You probably have the detective’s notebook, right?”
“of course.”
“…Just don’t come hurt. That’s fine.”
Ha Seong-yoon laughed inwardly at Hong Gyeong-jun’s words toward Lee Jae-heon.
“….”
Did you laugh?
“Let’s move.”
“….”
“Ha Seong-yoon?”
“Oh, I’m sorry. “I was mesmerized for a moment.”
“Jung In-ho alone is enough to make me lose my mind, so please come to your senses. “Because I’m anxious.”
“At least you won’t be as stupid as Jeong In-ho.”
Actually, it wasn’t particularly funny.
In the end, the path Ha Seong-yoon chose was to sacrifice others other than himself, and he doesn’t even regret it right now. Ha Seong-yoon also thought that he was not a sacrificial or good person like Lee Jae-heon.
A sticky, smooth vomiting sensation like mud or sewage arose and my fingertips trembled for a moment.
“I…”
“Garam.”
“Don’t worry, I’ll help you.”
No, don’t help me.
“…Okay, thank you.”
There was an uncomfortable feeling that stuck to the tip of his throat, but Ha Seong-yoon swallowed even that.
After discussing with Lee Jae-heon, Ha Seong-yoon decided to inform Yoon Gar-ram of their plan. After hearing their plan, Garam Yoon looked at Ha Seongyoon in confusion, but quickly accepted how he had organized his thoughts. Ha Seong-yoon sensed that he would regret it when he returned to reality once again.
‘…But I guess Garam, who agreed to the plan even after hearing the whole plan, isn’t particularly sane.’
The reasons may vary. Originally, Yoon Ga-ram had a peculiar taste of trying to follow everything Ha Seong-yoon did, and since he was a child who depended a lot on himself and Lee Jae-heon, it was not strange for him to obediently respond to not one, but both of their decisions. Moreover, wouldn’t it be that living in the underworld has dulled your judgment?
‘He is also a child who is far from ordinary.’
Around that time, this thought occurred to me again. Ha Seong-yoon himself, who personally agrees and tries to implement a plan that even Gar-ram Yoon did not think of or suggest in advance, is thinking about something.
Am I a doctor?
“As expected, Boss Yoon is holding the detective’s notebook…”
“But the director was hurt a lot. “I think it’s more appropriate for Lee Jae-heon to hold it than me.”
“Isn’t it Garam Yoon who is fighting in front?”
However, it was true that looking at the two of them so calmly, I thought, ‘Isn’t it really a big deal?’ Even though we know that this is never the case, we want to ignore the facts.
‘…Maybe this is true rather than just ignoring it.’
Ha Seong-yoon asked Lee Jae-heon without realizing it.
“Are you okay?”
Even Ha Seong-yoon himself couldn’t figure out what on earth he was trying to confirm was okay. The person who actually asked the question didn’t even know the purpose of the question, but Lee Jae-heon’s face when he asked his question was not only calm but full of confidence.
“it’s okay.”
“I know what I’m asking.”
“I’m saying that because everything is fine, isn’t it?”
“….”
Yes, that is correct.
“…There’s nothing that wouldn’t be okay.”
At that moment, Ha Seong-yoon realized.
I’m now weighing the odds that I’m not okay.
‘I was asking Jaeheon Lee about that.’
At this point, Ha Seong-yoon decided to end his worries. Even though he knew that he would regret it in the future, Ha Sung-yoon is in a very good condition now, so in the end, the only thing left for him is the obvious assumption that ‘Ha Sung-yoon was not a good person.’
So everything was fine.
* * *
After stopping by a pharmacy under the pretext of exploring the surrounding area for a few days, Ha Seong-yoon and Lee Jae-heon were able to stock up on several medications. It was enough to handle anything from minor bruises to fractures or organ damage.
Ha Seong-yoon and Lee Jae-heon muttered as they looked at the medicine hidden in the mountain behind them.
“…If this gets caught….”
“I’ll get scolded.”
“Can the doctor say that?”
“I think you may be a little biased, but doctors often get scolded. Especially in a case like this, I can’t say I did a good job…”
Ha Seong-yoon also did this more than once and thought, ‘Is this right?’ But no matter how much I think about it, Ha Seong-yoon himself is causing the same nuisance as Kang Min-ah in the previous episode. I had to quickly return to reality. In other words, it was necessary to kill the escape monster from Eonhak High School, so these drugs were absolutely important.
Of course, this does not mean that Ha Seong-yoon’s neglect and cooperation were good.
“It would have been better if Lee Jae-heon had been a doll without any will.”
He thought it was definitely okay, but what he was feeling now was obvious guilt. Damn it.
‘If it had been a doll that had no problem with Lee Jae-heon cutting and breaking it, I wouldn’t have felt this kind of guilt. A doll without an ego would not be able to perceive pain, so it would be able to buy more medicine at the pharmacy.’
However, no matter how much he looked like a corpse or a monster, Lee Jae-heon was clearly a human being, with a clear ego and the ability to feel pain. Because this incident was not Lee Jae-heon’s arbitrary sacrifice like before, but a planned group crime, a corner of Ha Seong-yoon’s mind was quietly throbbing.
Lee Jae-heon nodded, wondering how he accepted Ha Seong-yoon’s words.
“I often think like that too. “If I were a robot instead of a human, wouldn’t it be easier to replace broken parts and persuade the survivors faster?”
“You’re satisfied with me being the only one who convinced you, sir.”
I had no intention of dragging any more victims into this madness. Ha Seong-yoon’s headaches had gotten worse because he had already brought Gar-ram Yoon into this project.
‘Besides, no matter how crazy you are, it’s hard for you to think like that yourself…’
I think Ha Seong-yoon is 100% in agreement with Lee Jae-heon’s distorted common sense and is doing this together. This may be efficient in escaping the other side of the world, but it’s something to do as a human being. Ha Seong-yoon, who knew that this was not the case, had a strange feeling.
So, I’ve always been thinking things like that. Hoping to be a machine that can be replaced at will, or an inanimate object that other people don’t have to worry about.
“…Wouldn’t this be enough for now?”
Ha Seong-yoon put the brakes on at this point for himself in the future, that is, when he returns to reality.
“With half of this bag filled, most future injuries will be resolved.”
“It’s a bit disappointing… shouldn’t it at least be enough to fill an entire bag? I heard you were so desperate in the last episode. Also, since it is not efficient to eat the round fruits, let’s take advantage of this opportunity to collect them whenever we can, right?”
“No… Detective Hong Gyeong-jun is looking at me strangely these days. “It seemed like they were going crazy, but they seemed to realize that we were going the other way.”
“He is a person with good sense.”
“I fully agree with the point that it is useless. teacher.”
Using Hong Gyeong-jun as an excuse, Ha Seong-yoon tried to stop their criminal activities. Ha Seong-yoon couldn’t help but feel a bit uncomfortable because it wasn’t just the two black men, but also Yoon Gar-ram, who had just made an older friend and was finding vitality in life.
He quietly examined Lee Jae-heon’s condition.
‘He really looks fine…’
In the meantime, Jaeheon Lee suffered quite a bit from creating new wounds in addition to the injuries he already had. It starts from mild chafing of the skin to further damage to organs. Even though it was eventually cured with medicine from a pharmacy, it was normal for mental power to be consumed, but Lee Jae-heon’s condition actually seemed to be quite normal.
Rather, that is why it is strange.
‘Because it wasn’t to this extent in the last episode.’
Lee Jae-heon, who played under the same conditions in the previous round, clearly showed that his mental power was wasted, but the current Lee Jae-heon did not show any such internal burden. I don’t know what kind of change of heart occurred in this episode, but it was an eerie phenomenon even for Ha Seong-yoon, who decided to remove about 20 screws.
“…Then would you like to stop at this level?”
“I think that would be better. It may seem like it’s already too late, but for Hong Gyeong-jun, being labeled a criminal is more troublesome than you can imagine. “It reminds me of Jeong In-ho, who was in trouble when I was at the park before.”
“Then there is nothing we can do.”
The good news was that Lee Jae-heon backed down obediently.
“I’m tired too, so I’ll rest until the overall preparations are completed.”
“…That’s a good choice.”
Honestly, I don’t know. I don’t know if I’m really lucky.
‘You’ve noticed that I’m feeling uncomfortable.’
The fact that Lee Jae-heon, who seemed to have no mental exhaustion, suddenly said ‘I’m tired’ doesn’t mean that it’s a lie. It was clear that Ha Seong-yoon was acting by saying that he was sick of this behavior and that he personally sympathized with his opinion.
“Then let’s go back.”
“…Yeah, let’s go.”
“Doctor, please rest as well.”
“….”
He seemed a little annoyed because he was such a friendly person until the end.
“I think I need to rest.”
I became pathetic at myself for being irritated and unable to accept others’ consideration as consideration.
But at the same time, I felt a sense of wonder towards Lee Jae-heon. It was a bit similar to the feeling a patient who should not be able to stand gets up on his or her own two legs, but it was also a tribute to the other person’s incredibly contradictory yet extremely deep personality.
Maybe it’s fear.
‘How can a person go crazy to get to that point?’
Lee Jae-heon, who shed his acting, was a living corpse and a monster imitating a human. Nevertheless, while equipped with a mechanical system set up to put other humans first, he was also a person with minimal self-love and a desire to die a worthy death. At the same time, it becomes infinitely soft to small and weak things.
Even though they were crazy comrades, Ha Seong-yoon could not become like Lee Jae-heon. Firstly, he was a man with a clear purpose who lived as if he were dead, secondly, he loved a life without honor rather than a worthy death, and lastly, he was a doctor who would rather be weak to his patients than to be small and weak. Because that was Ha Seong-yoon, he couldn’t become like Lee Jae-heon.
“…How is student Da-hoon’s condition these days?”
Ha Seong-yoon changed the topic as he went down the mountain behind him.
“It looks like it’s attached to Azalea’s side.”
“That’s right, I’m secretly checking the liver. “Azalea is very perceptive, so I think it’s easy to approach her like a heart.”
Lee Jae-heon told Ha Seong-yoon the story he shared with Park Da-hoon, and Ha Seong-yoon was able to fully understand Park Da-hoon’s current state through his explanation. The reason Park Da-hoon lost consciousness and suffered for a while was because that little thing killed a person.
Ha Seong-yoon burst into laughter as he recalled the sight of Park Da-hoon, whom he had just seen in the garden.
“It’s a different direction from Kang Min-ah.”
“It’s because their personalities are so different. Da-hoon’s way of thinking is quite flexible… so he wouldn’t be able to endure just blaming himself like Kang Min-ah.”
“Anyway, it’s not what the current Kang Min-ah did, so I hope she just passes it off like Da-hoon.”
“It’s a matter of nature, so there’s nothing you can do about it.”
Da-hoon Park and Min-ah Kang committed a similar problem in the last episode, but there was a big difference in the way they responded to the problem. While Park Da-hoon was reflecting on his flaws to correct them, Kang Min-ah was closer to atonement.
Ha Seong-yoon recalled Kang Min-ah, who seemed to be greatly disappointed in herself.
“…Actually, Kang Min-ah seems to have an excessive sense of responsibility.”
“It would be nice to take this opportunity to fix it.”
“It will gradually get better.”
The moment Ha Seong-yoon responded, I was passing by Eonhak High School.
“….”
“Huh?”
They could spot a pure white group coming from behind the school.
It was broken here and there, but it was definitely…
“…Oh my.”
They were plaster monsters.
(Continued in the next part)
