[Side Story] Both Arm Scales (13)
What to do from here on was entirely up to me.
Lortel, who seemed inexperienced at first glance, seemed to have no idea what to do and was completely guided by my hand.
The shame of revealing her naked body and having the notebook she wrote down her secret insides revealed at the same time made her feel like blood was rushing to her face.
But I am also a man.
I can’t come this far, calm Lortel down, quietly put the blanket back on him, and then leave the room. I’m not very good at understanding women’s feelings, but I know that’s not the right answer.
Since it was time to attack more here, I slowly pulled Lortel by the shoulder and brought him back into my arms.
Lortel was drawn into my arms like an empty doll and naturally narrowed his shoulders in surprise.
What I feel again is that I am small.
If you open your arms and hug the girl who was listening to the voice of the giant who commanded the Elte Company, she will come into your arms.
I can feel Lortel exhaling from the area around my solar plexus.
When I glance down, the cool and cold-blooded figure of the colossus is nowhere to be seen.
“It’s dangerous. Senior Ed….”
“What?”
“Everything. “Yes, nothing is going as expected…”
He may be a shrewd merchant who calculates things like the interest rate on a draft or the loading rate of goods in a warehouse in a matter of minutes… but he doesn’t know how to properly control his facial expressions in bed.
Can not help it. God is a fair law.
God may have given Lortel the talent as a merchant, but he did not give her the maturity as a woman.
That empty spot had to be filled by someone.
“Now that it’s come to this, let me tell you… I’ve done a lot of imagining…”
“…Imagination?”
Lortel nodded with difficulty, his face red as if it was about to explode.
“You’re not going to look at a slut from now on, are you?”
“…”
“Well, what… It’s already been a few years since I openly expressed my favor to senior Ed. “When you spend such a long time, you imagine all kinds of things… and… it’s like that… it’s not a crime to let your imagination run wild.”
Certainly, considering Lortel’s memo… it seemed highly likely that the imagination was extremely far from reality.
In the world of Sangdo, he is more cold-blooded and realistic than anyone else, and is a romanticist to the point where imagining his first experience, which he has not experienced yet, is like an adolescent girl’s.
“Yes, there were many predictable scenarios…”
“There were…?”
“…I forgot everything.”
In fact, Lortel looked as if his brain was on the verge of exploding just by moving under my touch.
The occupational disease of trying to make a thorough plan first, no matter what you do, still remains. However, things don’t always go as planned.
“Still… it feels amazing…”
For now, I decided to wait until Lortel’s fingertips stopped trembling.
Slowly, Lortel took a deep breath and then buried his chin in my chest and spoke in a whisper.
“The happiness of being held by someone you love is truly something that cannot be expressed in money.”
“…”
“This feeling cannot be replaced no matter how expensive you stay in the room and how expensive the drinks and food you eat.”
Lortel’s hand tremors slowly subside.
Finally, the tension seems to have subsided a bit, and his behavior becomes softer.
It’s just the two of us in this dark room.
All we can see is the crescent moon hanging outside the window.
The crescent moon, shining softly on the night sea, is also turning its head as if it is trying to pretend not to see us for tonight.
Lortel smiled simply under the soft moonlight.
I saw the solemn smile of a business owner and the sinister smile of a merchant. I never imagined that Lortel, who always smiles seductively like a fox, could be such a naive girl.
Wouldn’t you be surprised when you look at yourself in the mirror?
So slowly… my hand, which had been stroking Lortel’s shoulder, moved down and down along the curve.
The night is long.
There is no need to make up your mind hastily. Although everything in Lortel was unfamiliar, there was plenty of time to slowly get used to it.
The hand that gently swept the outside of the body gradually moves inward. The slower I went, the more I could feel Lortel shaking. Still, there is no resistance.
Rather, he completely surrendered himself to me and only occasionally let himself go.
Are you afraid?
Even at a trading site where tens of thousands of gold coins are exchanged, a giant merchant who does not swallow his saliva once closes his eyes tightly at the touch of a single touch.
Every time I reach into an area that no one has ever been allowed to enter, they look at me with tearful eyes. Don’t hide your fear.
I whisper as gently as I can that there is no need to be afraid. Lortel seemed to have calmed down a little after those words and leaned in even more.
It doesn’t take long for Lortel’s voice, which was clearly tense, to change into a chanting voice.
Lortel wrapped his arms around the back of my neck and hugged me, then closed his eyes. Then, leaving everything to my movements, I gradually settled into my own senses.
Lortel’s warm breath passes by my neck.
At that moment, Lortel seemed to be aware of his rough breathing and quickly put his hand over his mouth.
Lortel blushed again, perhaps because he felt his appearance was a bit vulgar. I assured Lortel once more that there was no need for him to be embarrassed and pushed him down onto the bed.
As the body passed naturally, Lortel swallowed his breath and looked up at me.
There is absolutely no need to rush. The important thing is always to relieve the other person’s tension.
I slowly stroked Lortel’s neck while being considerate. That alone made Lortel close his eyes and hold back his voice.
Whatever you do, do it slowly, very slowly.
As if time passes slowly. He takes care of Lortel so that he can fully accept and feel everything that happens.
Lortel seemed to be feeling each of those gentle movements before he wrapped his arms around my neck again and whispered in my ear.
It’s okay, just do whatever you want.
…At that point my patience runs out. In the end, we get straight to the point.
The slow passage of time soon changes into a fast tempo.
At first, Lortel makes sounds distorted in pain. But soon, the emotions in his voice slowly change into something more passionate.
Lortel learns and masters anything quickly.
At first, I was busy being led by my hand, but little by little I got used to the flow. As he moves his body according to the tempo, he soon becomes more relaxed and kisses me or strokes my forearm.
Lortel continued to be embarrassed and blushing, not knowing what to do. But before I knew it, I regained my relaxed smile.
Eventually, little by little, you begin to move yourself. He pulls me by the shoulder or holds my arm tightly and leads me in the other direction.
The pain will still be stronger than the pleasure. The first time is like that for everyone. However, when he came to his senses, there was no trace of pain on Lortel’s face.
On the contrary, this situation seems happier than ever. For Lortel, just spending the night together is so precious.
I hear someone whispering, “Senior Ed.” When I came to, Lortel was pushing my chest and making me lie down on my back.
I knew from the beginning that he was a genius with a quick mind. I have confirmed several times that he is quick to learn and has a strong adaptability, but when I come to my senses, I find myself looking up at Lortel.
Looking up from below, Lortel’s expression is not only charming, but also a little creepy.
In this way, Lortel constantly indulges in that unfamiliar feeling of happiness that comes to him for the first time in his life.
She is a woman who has always achieved her goals with her own hands. Her enterprising temperament does not change even in this dark, late-night inn room. This means that I am not a person who just sits passively and accepts the happiness that comes.
When the opportunity comes, take it. I try to put everything I can reach into my arms. That greed is equally directed at the man who has had his eyes fixed on her for the past several years.
This moment is shared only by me and Lortel. As if every minute and every second is more precious than gold and silver treasures, they try to covet me even a little more.
When I came to my senses, I realized that I wasn’t even moving a hand.
If you keep exchanging breath with each other for a long time, the time comes when you reach your limit.
Lortel bends down and hugs my face. So we end our precious time of communion together.
A little bit of rest that came between the rush of breath.
While they were hugging each other and catching their breath, Lortel whispered once more. Senior Ed. The night is still long. I immediately understood what he meant, but for now, I took a breath.
I feel like the guests have been turned over.
Lortel on my waist raises his head again and looks down at me. The expression on his face is even more meaningful than before. He looks at me with endless excitement, as if he has opened his eyes to something new.
──Is this really going to work?
Even if I can’t say that I’ve experienced all the hardships before birth, I can say that I’m skilled to some extent…
Lortel is stained with infinite greed to the point that it puts my self-evaluation to shame.
So, did we neglect Lortel’s temperament too much, having lived his entire life in greed? I never thought that waking up to a new greed I had never experienced before would come back to me in this way.
However, I cannot tell you to stop here for a moment. I didn’t think I was the type of person to care about such things, but I still have pride as a man.
I don’t think I should do anything to back away from a woman who is so passionately obsessed with desire.
Anyway, I am a disciplined man and Lortel is a merchant woman. There is no need to be physically pushed out.
I’m sure that’s the case… There’s something strangely oppressive about Lortel’s words as he hugs me and continues to whisper.
The night is long. There are many things I want to try.
I felt like I was being sucked in little by little by Lortel’s words.
*The night was a little longer than usual.
After washing my body thoroughly, I straightened my clothes and opened the door to pour in more cold water. Then something caught on the hallway floor.
I looked down and saw that it was the clothes I had just asked the inn staff for.
It was a neat dress often worn by merchant women in Old Deck. After taking a quick look at it, it seemed like it would be a good fit for Lortel. As expected from an employee of an expensive inn, he has an unusual sense of insight.
By the way, I didn’t hear anything like a knock… It seems like the inn staff had some sense of the situation inside the room and returned with good sense.
“…”
I felt embarrassed, but I didn’t really blame the inn staff.
I quietly packed my clothes and went back to the room.
Lortel was on my bed, wrapped in a blanket and wiping his face.
As I thought back on the mess that had just happened, I felt a belated sense of shame.
“Seo… senior, don’t misunderstand. Just now… it feels like something was written… I said something in a manly way…”
“There’s nothing to be so embarrassed about. “It’s all natural.”
“Ugh… Huh, my back…”
Lortel frowned and complained of pain.
I handed the clothes I received to the employee along with a brief explanation. Lortel thanked him and quickly changed his clothes under the blanket.
The reason it’s sitting on my bed is because Lortel’s bed is no longer usable.
Lortel repeatedly wiped his face by himself. He seemed to be imagining how embarrassing it would be if the staff who cleaned up the room came and saw it later.
“…”
I sat by the window and enjoyed the early morning breeze.
There is still no sign of the sun rising. The night at Old Deck is deep and long.
“…Senior Ed.”
Before I knew it, Lortel, fully dressed, came to the window and sat down across from me. Both Lortel and I felt lighter.
Suddenly, Lortel said something new.
“…Thank you for being by my side.”
Lortel must be well accustomed to the dark nights of Old Deck.
Still, was Lortel afraid of the darkness?
Those long nights spent alone must have always made Lortel’s loneliness even more painful.
“Hey Lortel.”
As I was thinking about that, it was time. It’s time to get out soon.
“I have to go towards the commercial building soon. I was supposed to meet with Lienna’s secretary. “I need to let you know that your physical condition is back to normal.”
“It’s this late in the morning…?”
“Well, there must have been a lot of urgent work to be done… It’s almost time for the appointment.”
I said as I took my coat and put it on.
“Before that, shall we take a walk along the dock?”
