Relife Player 568(a)
[Chapter 153]
[The price for changing life (4)]
After that day, Eun-ha would infiltrate Lee Yu-jeong’s hospital room every night.
The horse was infiltrating, so she would wait at night with the window open so he could easily find him.
It was like a secret meeting.
It was the same on this day.
I thought it meant that if Yoojung left the window open, I could just go in. If only the lock was unlocked, he asked to knock first
.
There was an happening the day before.
Eun-ha, who opened the unlocked window and went inside, witnessed her taking off her clothes.
I was wearing several layers of clothes and
was taking them off because it was too hot.
Then, embarrassed, she asked him to knock at least when he came forward.
Anyway, Eun-ha, who was ready to go meet her today, headed to the window.
Then-.
Beep! Beep beep beep beep beep beep!
Where are you going alone these days? I want you to take me with you too.
The fire chicken, which was nesting on the window sill, flapped its wings and questioned.
Are you going too? Beep!
It’s not like I can’t take you…
Bab bap bap!
OK, I’ll take you too. Shouldn’t it be too frantic instead? I don’t want to make her tired. Beep beep!
Fire chicken sitting on top of head.
Because it didn’t seem like a big problem.
Eun-ha decided to take Buldak to meet Lee Yu-jeong.
By now, the spells being deployed in her hospital room were so familiar that he could twist them even with his eyes closed.
-Are you here? Beep beep beep beep beep beep. oh?
When he sneaked into her hospital room, the window was wide open.
She, who happened to be reading a Braille book in bed, welcomed him.
She tilted her head while holding the fire chicken that had suddenly flown into her arms.
Beep beep papa!! papa!!
Reaper? This child is…
called Fire Chicken.
Is it fire chicken? Is it a kind of chicken…? Uh… if you’re a chicken, you’re a chicken, right? It would be convenient to think of it as just seasoned chicken like a pet.
Boop! Puppup!
…You seem angry? Uh… he said he’s not a seasoning, but a Volcano if you have to ask?
yes?
Don’t try to take it seriously. Just think of it as a flying chicken.
Whether or not the fire chicken expresses dissatisfaction.
Eun-ha said to Lee Yoo-jung, who was taken aback by Buldak’s attitude of acting cute without hesitation.
She tilted her head as if she didn’t quite understand.
Then he chuckled and laughed.
—I thought that if the god of death had a pet, it would be a cat. But it seems to be a bird, not a cat?
It’s not just a bird… Yes?
There is such a thing. he’s new Also, saying that death gods get along with cats is prejudice. In the first place, I kept saying that I wasn’t a god of death…
Comparing the bird in my arms to a cat.
Eunha didn’t know how precious the existence she was holding was, and her lips went up at the sight of her innocently loving her.
I didn’t like the fire chicken, but I didn’t like it.
In Eunha’s eyes, her figure was reflected in a very lovely way.
But the god of death didn’t tell me who I was. So, since I don’t know how to call him by name, I call him Sasinnim, the same way he was first called.
Well… it does. So could you please tell me your name?
Um…
Lee Yoo-jung, who can’t see her eyes, but looks straight at Eun-ha.
Eunha shrugged her shoulders when she heard her expressing her displeasure with a stern face.
True to her words, Eunha has not tried to reveal her identity until now.
It’s just… if I can stay like this, I’m satisfied with this.
A relationship where you can treat each other comfortably.
Eunha liked this relationship now.
When she reveals that she is Eunha Noh and that she is a direct descendant of the Luminous Group.
Probably, considering the backgrounds of each other, the conversation that can be open like now will not be established.
So right now.
Eun-ha did not want to reveal her identity as much as possible.
-I’m sorry, but that seems difficult. hurt to know Contrary to what you think, I am a very scary person.
So Eun-ha rebuked her with a lot of bluff.
Of course, her reaction was not good.
she pursed her lips.
Chi… It’s not fair though. What’s unfair? Sasinnim knows who I am, but I don’t know who Sasinnim is. what about that Because I know your name, I can go see you no matter where you are.
But since I don’t know who the god of death is, I can’t go see him no matter where he is.
…….
I can’t even see the death god, so if I run into you on the street, I might not notice it.
Lee Yoo-jung grumbles in a melancholy tone.
Eunha felt sorry for her while her heart fluttered.
There are not too many clues to find her because she can’t see her eyes.
But even so-.
─It’s okay. …….
Eunha asserted.
He laid his hips on her bed and placed his hand on top of hers.
No matter where you are, I’ll go see you first.
……. Even if you don’t recognize it, I will find out first. so it’s okay
It would be nice if there was even a pass.
Eunha conveyed feelings that cannot be expressed in words through the warmth of her palms.
Could it be because of the sincerity?
She didn’t say anything and just kept her mouth shut.
Then, the sheep trying to lighten the mood—
-You can’t go over like that. Please let me know too.
It won’t go over…
If you don’t tell me your name, will you continue to call me Shinigami from now on?
yes call it call it just call it that It’s too much.
Yujeong Lee vomits.
Eunha smiled and held her hand.
Then she held out her hand too.
next time… yes?
I’ll let you know next time I get a chance. Are you sure? do i need to tell you?
I’ll let you know. So release your anger.
☆
On Taeyang’s mother’s condition continued to deteriorate.
Sirius Alice Luminous Dangun.
Four groups fully sponsored and tried to improve her condition, but no significant effect was found.
——As expected, there is only an elixir.
The Alice Group started manufacturing it a while ago to make an elixir… It will take quite a while to extract the ingredients from the ingredients and make them.
Until then… can I hold on?
Eun-ha, who received news from time to time, could not shake off her mixed feelings.
As if there is such a thing as destiny.
Things were going with the flow that while he saved one person, he wouldn’t be able to save another.
─Ah brother…
What about the lady? …I just woke up a little while ago, but now I’m asleep again.
I see
Until the second elixir is complete.
They have no choice but to wait for On Taeyang’s mother to endure.
Unable to find any countermeasures, Eunha came to visit Taeyang’s mother in the hospital.
Even though I was in the middle of the semester.
On Tae-hee had recently taken a leave of absence from school and was concentrating on taking care of her mother’s illness.
Eun-ha, who found the hospital room, nodded to On Tae-hee, who greeted him with a dark face.
Are you eating rice?
Sure… I’m eating well. I shouldn’t even fall down…
What is this face of a kid who says he’s eating well? It’s half done. Ehehe….
I think I’ve lost a lot of weight.
Eun-ha couldn’t hold back her sadness when she saw her weakly smiling.
When he placed a cookie on the table in her hand, she reluctantly forgot it.
On Taeyang…
Didn’t you say he wouldn’t come these days?
Only the medical equipment rings regularly.
Eunha looked around the room without saying anything.
I heard that the Luminous Group provided the necessary items.
Even so, the atmosphere in the hospital room was strangely empty and stagnant.
Then, he remembered what Jo Ara had told him a few days ago.
A few days ago, Taeyang suddenly got angry and said that he was only training in the academy.
‘──I told you not to come forward if I’m going to get so angry out of anger. Still don’t you think this is a bit off? I told you not to come, are you really not coming? How could he do this when his mother is lying in bed?’
‘So Taehee is taking care of her alone now?’
‘uh! Is that so? My younger sister isn’t going to school right now…. She only wields a sword, saying that everything will be fine only if she succeeds… Where did she go wrong?’
He said it was also his own fault for not taking care of his childhood friend.
Joara blamed herself.
To the extent that after coming to Eunha’s hospital visit, she cried in Eunha’s arms the entire day before returning home.
So, Eun-ha, who has been preoccupied with Lee Yoo-jung these days, came to see On Tae-yang’s mother in person.
Taehee has lost more weight than the last time I saw her. If it was like this, I should have come sooner.
It had only been two weeks, though.
Eun-ha only looked at On Tae-hee’s condition as dangerous.
On Tae-hee’s mother was also worried, but On Tae-hee was also worried.
Then-.
—You know, brother.
uh why
On Tae-hee, who had eaten only snacks and grabbed the leftover bag, suddenly broke the silence and opened her mouth.
Eun-ha, who was lost in thought, turned her head to her.
Our eyes met.
I heard from my brother…
…….
A trembling voice.
On Tae-hee looked at Eun-ha and cautiously brought out her words.
—The elixir that became a hot topic in the news a while ago… I heard that your brother… had it?
…that’s right.
Elixir.
The words that came out of On Tae-hee’s mouth.
The galaxy was momentarily agitated.
But the agitation was short-lived.
regain your composure
Eunha answered her words.
Then her eyes twinkled.
I… I don’t know if I heard you wrong, but you said you were going to use it on my mom at first?
…that’s right.
…….
On Tae-hee tries to find out the truth.
Knowing the truth will make you suffer.
Eunha’s voice gradually subsided.
Her voice trembled more and more.
Still, he didn’t try to avert her eyes.
As if she couldn’t help it if she blamed herself.
Then… As my brother said, it’s true that the Elixir that I originally intended to go to my mother ended up being handed over to the Luminous Group on the way.
Sorry. It happened. Black…
On Tae-hee, who had been biting her lips as she spoke, eventually burst into tears.
Eun-ha tried to comfort her, but withdrew her outstretched hand in the air.
Because it was something he couldn’t appease and it was something he shouldn’t be appeased.
Eun-ha just calmly waited for her to stop crying.
─It’s okay.
…….
How long has it been?
she said sniffing.
Eun-ha looked at her without saying anything.
Then she laughed bashfully.
He seemed forced to smile.
I believe there must have been a reason why he had no choice but to give the elixir to someone other than my mother. Like that… I want to believe.
…….
Because he’s Eunha’s older brother… Maybe he had no choice but to hand over the elixir because he was in a more serious condition than my mother. Yes? …….
And if it were my mother… I would have told someone who had more days left to live than me to use it.
Taehee…. I want to believe that.
Appealing to feelings and intimacy.
From her point of view, it was something she could blame Eunha for.
However, On Tae-hee did not appeal, but instead spoke words that seemed to defend his actions.
A situation that Eunha never expected.
I thought I wouldn’t be able to have a comfortable conversation with On Tae-hee anymore.
Her behavior was completely unexpected.
That’s one thing-.
─Taehee… must have been very difficult.
Well… even if he acts like an adult, he’s still only 14 years old. No, this has nothing to do with age.
If you think of On Tae-hee’s situation.
It wasn’t something I couldn’t understand.
Eun-ha looked back at On Tae-hee’s situation and looked down at her as she tried to put her body on his shoulder.
She grabbed his collar.
—So I hope oppa doesn’t feel sorry for me… next time… I hope oppa comes to see me like this again.
The voice was desperate.
The cry broke out again.
I’m alone… It’s too hard…
My mother is mostly asleep.
On Taeyang, the only older brother, keeps disappearing.
In the end, she has no choice but to spend time alone in the hospital room.
Even my brother, please don’t abandon me.
A person cannot live alone.
Even if people stick together, there are times when you can’t help feeling lonely.
Loneliness must have been a very difficult feeling for her, who had not yet reached adulthood.
So I’m hanging on to him.
Because the only person who could comfort her was Noh Eun-ha.
The galaxy that realized that was—.
─I’m sorry.
A family collapsed because of his choice.
But I decided not to regret it.
I didn’t even regret it.
By breaking down a family.
If I could change Lee Yoo-jung’s life.
Because he was going to make the same choice over and over again.
─I won’t throw it away. i won’t throw it away why would i leave you
Really…is…?
Really. So stop crying I’m sorry. I’m really sorry.
Still, I didn’t feel comfortable.
Seeing On Tae-hee shed tears, Eun-ha realized that she had truly destroyed a family.
At the same time, he only projected himself to her after losing his family in his previous life.
That’s why it was said.
Even though I knew I couldn’t atone.
—So that you can live happily… I will continue to take care of you.
Even if she resents herself, it can’t be helped.
Instead of changing Lee Yoo-jung’s life, Eun-ha destroyed a family.
That changed On Tae-hee’s life.
So he has to pay the price for changing her life.
…….
I’m not responsible.
A price that could not be called atonement.