Relife Player 141
[Chapter 052]
[The Day the Wind Doesn’t Rain (5)]
A child I don’t need.
I want why I gave birth to you
My mother used to say things like that all the time.
My mother was the one who longed for my father’s love.
To the extent that I said he gave birth to me to divert my father’s attention.
But my father never accepted my mother.
father’s birthday.
Dressed up to the fullest, my mother took me to visit my father’s mansion.
The emotion my father expressed to us there was contempt.
A father with a cockroach-like face surrounded by his pretty wife and cute children.
After that, the number of days my mother didn’t come home increased, and when she came home drunk, she would curse at me.
He’s not even a dog who just accepts and eats.
Why were you born?
I don’t need a kid like you
sorry. I’ll do better.
I will listen to my mother and not eat an unbalanced diet.
So please don’t throw it away.
It was a tearful drama.
I didn’t do anything wrong
I was just afraid that my mother might leave me behind.
For me, the world was all about her.
But despite my tearful requests, the woman never returned home.
The only news about the woman was that she was killed by a monster one day when it snowed very hard.
If I hadn’t been lucky enough to enter an orphanage, there would be nothing I could do left alone.
What kind of person does Seoyoung want to be?
I want to be that player who helps someone.
Entering the orphanage, I wanted to be of help to someone.
A player who fights monsters to protect people was my longing.
I wanted to become a player.
A hero who saves people.
As if this was fate, I had a stronger power than anyone else.
The power to protect someone.
The power to save someone.
However, the reality and the ideal were different.
The academy was a world of weak meat. People envied those who were better off than me, took advantage of the weak, and took advantage of the good people.
Their world, where death is always near, did not hide their desire and malice.
It was a difficult world for people with the ideal of protecting people from monsters to live in.
We had to admit that not all players have a sense of mission as the protectors of mankind.
In the end, my will was broken with each passing day.
People around me pointed at me and made fun of me for saying that I would become a player who protects people.
I was bullied, of course, and also used a lot.
Even so, the reason why I was able to not completely bend my will was because of my brother.
If I work hard, I wonder if the other kids will change someday.
It’s not like there are only bad people in the academy. How many good people are there?
A person who wanted to be a hero who saves someone.
A person who did not give in to malice and went on the path he thought was right without hesitation.
A person who could say that something was wrong when he felt it was wrong and that it was absurd when he felt it was absurd.
He was my admiration and the person I wanted to be.
So, I cheered for my older brother who graduated from the academy and went out into the world.
I hope my brother can save countless people.
Before I knew it, I also graduated from the academy.
The world was harsher than I thought.
There were times when I had to kill someone to protect someone, and there were times when I had to give up someone to save someone.
The people I helped resented and criticized me.
Why didn’t you come and save me sooner?
If I had arrived a little sooner, my family would not have died.
He said that was the only way to save him.
The ideal and the reality were different.
I became exhausted as time went on. I became helpless.
If I hadn’t met my brother then, I might not be where I am today.
Seongjun…Brother…?
…long time no see. how have you been doing?
Two years after my older brother graduated from the academy.
We met again in the ruins.
The older brother I met again was a shabby look.
There must have been a lot of things while I couldn’t even meet my brother.
Two years was a short but long time.
While we couldn’t meet, we learned that the world isn’t as beautiful as we thought.
How have you been?
You can see the suffering
What happened?
can you tell me
Even so, my brother did not give up his beliefs yet.
Because the face covered in ashes was smiling the same as before.
It was then that I realized that my brother had not lost his conviction that he was not wrong.
don’t cry. why are you crying
I have something I want to do.
I have a lot of work to do.
won’t you help me
I burst into tears.
I was so ashamed of myself for giving in to reality, but at the same time, I was glad that people needed me like that.
It felt like they understood the time I was going through, and I felt comforted that I wasn’t wrong.
What are you talking about?
you haven’t changed at all
what did you do wrong
good job. great job. was it hard? From now on, I’ll be by your side.
And I fell in love
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The meeting ended in the worst atmosphere.
Returning after shedding tears for a while, Shin Seo-young shook off the clan members’ restraint and went to Gil Seong-jun’s barracks.
Wow!
As soon as the tent was lifted, a woman’s scream rang out.
A woman picked up her clothes and walked past her with her head down.
Shin Seo-young, who grasped the situation, bit her lip with reddened eyes.
A strong wind blew inside the barracks. All kinds of things were blown away by the wind.
The wind swallowed even Gil Seong-jun, who was in the wind of his pants.
Seoyoung Shin!
Caught in the wind and flying around, he called her with a voice raised from his stomach.
Then the wind died down.
Kil Seong-jun knelt on the floor and raised his head.
what are you doing this Why are you coming out so hot-tempered these days!? …I’ve been talking about it. There are limits to my patience.
But is that what you mean by doing something like that?
…Sorry. that was wrong
But no matter how much you do, as a Clan Lord, you have a reputation, don’t you think that people outside might have heard it?
A person who claims to be in good shape drags a clan member into bed in the middle of Uijeongbu?
I’m really sorry about that. because i was wrong
Seoyoung, you know that I only have you. i will do better in the future
It’s always like this.
It wasn’t just once or twice that Gil Seong-joon had an affair.
At that time, he clung to what he said was wrong and only said that he would do better in the future.
This repetition is now boring.
It was exhausting, but I couldn’t shake it.
It will be different from next time.
I won’t do that from next time.
When he kneels down to apologize, I want to look forward to the next word.
As the memories of him being nice to her came to mind, she couldn’t let him go.
Ha but Seo Young-ah. I hope you understand a little bit. what.
Honestly, I didn’t do anything wrong, did I? what?
Sometimes he even scratched his ego and undermined his self-esteem.
I don’t know legally, but in practice, how long has it been since monogamy disappeared? Can’t I meet other girls for a while?
Oppa, is that what you want me to say? How can you say such bullshit confidently…
I’m not saying it proudly, I’m saying it as it is.
I’m not the only one cheating, there are men who openly cheat on me, so why should I be criticized? bro are you crazy
Youngah Seo. To be honest, you haven’t been busy since you became the Twelve. I can’t bother you every night and this is what I do for you. don’t pass the responsibility You’re not doing it for me, you’re just doing it because you want to be my brother!
why don’t you understand my heart How much do I think and care about you, but why do I have to listen to you like that! Oppa I mean…
Hey. why are you so why don’t you believe me Do you think I’m a bastard who’s possessed by women? Then my brother should have shown it with his actions. It’s like that every time…
ha I’m really fed up with conversations like this. you are ill If I only see a woman, do I look like a guy who can’t use four legs? Do you know how tiring it can make people?
…sick? Are you tired?
I’m sure I’m the only guy who’s been dating a tired woman like you for 10 years.
sick of it I’m tired.
Those words brought me to tears.
She stopped crying. Even though the makeup was smudged, he stole his face.
Are you sick of me? Am I not that attractive?
Am I making you tired? am i weird?
Ha… Seoyoung-ah, why are you crying again? It’s my fault. huh?
She felt her self-esteem plummet every time she heard him utter thoughtlessly.
At times, I was seized by the anxiety of whether I was really an ugly person.
Each time, he comforted and comforted her, saying he didn’t mean it.
I love you. You know what I love the most in this world?
…lie. Really. I can’t live without you So don’t cry, okay?
Every time he shows a tear, he says he loves you.
A guy who wouldn’t even tell me that he liked me.
Still, she softened when he confessed his love with his favorite smile.
I understand you’re having a hard time.
What… I understand.
tell me everything …no.
I really liked this word.
He makes me feel like he really understands me.
Since I became a lover with him, only this has not changed.
There was no one else who understood the path he had walked.
From now on… don’t do that. I won’t.
while doing so again I won’t.
She felt sincere from him.
He was a person who broke his promises every once in a while, but when he made a promise, he was strangely trustworthy.
Actually I know.
It’s not that he believes, it’s just what he wants to believe.
I only have a brother
please look at me
please don’t leave me
Seoyoung Shin.
Although strong as a player, she was infinitely weak in love.
Ten years have made her that way.
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The top floor of Uijeongbu City Hall.
everything was ashes.
Only traces of the entire floor were scorched black, indicating that a fierce battle had taken place.
…a tenacious fellow.
Kang Hyeon-chul, who extinguished the remaining embers, lay down on the floor.
The 4th tier Liger Swallower.
After 10 A-rank or higher players gathered and battled, they were able to annihilate it.
There were no deaths because they did their part.
Bring me a stretcher here!
Hey, come to your senses! It’s over! Mana is depleted. Please bring me some potions. Flame retardant sub load! Here it is!
I need to make some aloe vera. Well-watered plants too.
Although there were no injuries.
He took his eyes off the busy people.
In the direction I turned my gaze, the navigators were collecting data on Liger Swallowers.
Blaze Clan Lord. Isn’t it hot What are you talking about? It’s not hot at all.
I’m telling you to be careful next time.
yes? What can I say…
At that time, Myungwang Clanlord Do Wan-jun approached.
Wiping the sweat off the nape of his neck, he pointed his finger at the people nearby.
They were all those who fought in the vanguard.
They were all gulping down water, wiping their sweat with a towel.
I don’t know about your clanmates, but everyone else, including me, must have felt like they were in a steamer because of the aura you radiated.
Ah…
the supporters did deploy magic to block the heat.
However, as the battle intensified, it seemed that even their protection magic could not block all the heat.
The clan members who had been in harmony with him were used to the heat, but the others must have felt like dealing with heat and monsters at the same time.
But I can’t stand this either. I don’t think there are many supporters in Korea who can handle your strength.
ah what are you talking about There’s also a Bang Yeon-ji player here…
You and Bang Yeon-ji don’t get along well. Do you think plants can survive fire?
Hyeoncheol Kang nodded involuntarily.
As Do Wan-joon said, he and Bang Yeon-ji were at odds with each other in terms of magic.
Besides, she was only good at auxiliary magic using plants, not a versatile person who was good at supporting magic like Park Hye-rim.
If it wasn’t for the flame retardant paper… people would have died from the heat.
Do Wan-joon pointed at the player being carried on a stretcher and said.
It seems that he ate the heat and lost his mind.
Well, maybe it’s because your magic is stronger than before. … admit it.
Hyeoncheol Kang.
He was a man who would burn the stronger the stronger the opponent.
It was like that this time too. While dealing with Liger Swallower, I felt that my skills had become much stronger.
It’s good to be strong. It’s good to be strong… but please can’t you look around the situation calmly like player Lee Do-jin…
why is his name coming up here!
Hyeoncheol Kang was hot.
< Brain Emperor > Lee Do-jin.
He was a friend and competitor who became the Twelve at the same age as him.
Anyway, good job.
Thank you for your hard work.
Subdued the monster that was the ruler of Uijeongbu City Hall.
All that was left was to wipe out the monsters around City Hall and wait for Unit C’s supply.
I’m going to wipe out anything that could be money before Unit C arrives.
It was the winner’s right.
The two of them raised their eyebrows in agreement.
It was then. A
Nya
Wen cat was sitting by the window.
A cat with its legs together licks its front paws.
Uijeongbu doesn’t seem to have only monsters. Do you have cats too?
Hyeoncheol Kang looked at the cat with a strange feeling.
Eyes met with the cat wagging its tail.
Cobalt blue that shimmers like a jewel.
It was a mysterious cat.
Nyaa Nyaa
the cat cried.
The players, including him, laughed. Some were rummaging through their pockets to see if they were going to give them something to eat.
But… it’s a big deal. what is it
While beckoning the cat to come, he asked Do Wan-jun, who was rubbing his nose.
How did the cat get here? You must have climbed the stairs.
Things like that happen, too. It could be… how do you survive in this heat?
Oh I see
Hearing those words, Hyeoncheol Kang opened his eyes.
Nyaa
the cat threw herself out of the window.