Relife Player 113
[Chapter 043]
[Difference between humans and monsters (5)]
I hate children.
I didn’t like the selfish, superficial behavior of believing that I didn’t know what he was thinking and that my parents would solve it if I just cried.
That day when I couldn’t sleep for days and days and swung my sword at random to prevent the destruction of the Gangbuk region.
At Gwanghwamun, countless people cheered for the players.
At that time, he had no inspiration.
Rather than the realization that I was alive, I first felt a sense of skepticism about why I hadn’t died.
After that, I even thought that I want to close my eyes and fall asleep like this.
‘…Noisy.’
The noise people were making was loud.
It was crazy.
Even so, the players wet their eyes as they saw the people welcoming them.
In the end, Lee Yu-jeong could not hold back her tears and shed them.
Eunha let her cry and looked at the people gathered in Gwanghwamun Square.
There was no desire to fight to protect someone.
I just fought to kill the monster.
But what are they projecting onto themselves?
Then, where the gaze stopped, there were children waving their hands at the front of the ranks.
The children in the arms of their parents were smiling happily at the viewer.
A bright and pure smile as if there is no such thing as hell in this world.
He who lost his family at a young age was a smile he could never have.
Because I knew what hell was at an early age.
So I didn’t like the kid.
What makes you so happy?
The certainty that there is no doubt that you will be as happy as yourself.
All he had lost.
It hasn’t changed even if I go back in time.
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Angel… brother… right?
…it was you
It was a year ago.
Eunha did not forget the child who spoke to her.
A child who was only 5 or 6 years old who had just become Wonder Run.
The child who remained in my memory had grown a lot in a year.
On the face of the child, the innocent tea that he didn’t know anything was peeled off.
The expression buried in the time of the world would be more accurate.
And the child had a gut feeling of his own death.
Hehe….
The child laughed awkwardly.
The pale face was smiling the memory of it.
But he knew.
That the child I met a year ago is no longer there.
Eunha smiled bitterly at the child’s artificial smile.
…my brothers… are all dead.
The child spoke calmly.
Even at that time, the child’s body was transforming into the shape of a monster.
The flesh that began to fester from the wound swelled and burst, repeatedly becoming covered with hair.
The pupils were torn between the human eye and the monster’s.
The child spoke with eyes that changed color every moment and pupils that dimmed and brightened.
All of the older brothers… treated me very well…
Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
heard the sound came out of his mouth and opened his eyes round.
Tears of blood flowed down his cheeks.
Eventually, one eye lost its power and was stained a muddy red. The eyes were protruding from the face and dilated.
Am I… dying?
The child asked calmly,
yes.
Eunha calmly replied.
lol.
the child laughed With a face that doesn’t know what’s so good.
It was a very artificial smile.
Still, the child laughed vigorously. Even though my consciousness must have been engulfed by the monster’s instinct, I laughed vigorously even though I couldn’t describe the pain of boiling my flesh.
Angel hyung… isn’t he laughing?
A child who has not lost his fake smile. The child forced his lips to scream in pain.
Half of the child’s face changed moment by moment into a mixture of flies and mosquitoes.
…I forgot how to laugh.
Eunha followed the child and forcibly raised the corners of her mouth.
I forgot how to laugh.
It was half right and half wrong.
Even if he returned to the past and obtained a second life, his emotions were already worn out.
It was a monster with worn out emotions.
Even when I returned, even now.
There were times when I couldn’t empathize with the feelings of the people around me.
Even if family members embraced her and friends approached her, the feelings that once dried up did not return.
Time was cruel. Even going back in time did not mean that everything he had experienced prior to the return had not been erased.
I lost my family and I lived to die.
I knew what despair was because I was deprived of happiness, and I knew what happiness was because I suffered despair.
So I didn’t want to lose this happiness.
When you can’t laugh, just force yourself to laugh.
I didn’t want to get caught.
I didn’t want to cause concern.
I didn’t want to show a blank expression.
So I pretended to laugh. Forgot how to laugh sincerely.
Sometimes I laughed heartily. without knowing how he laughed.
Still… laugh… you have to.
why?
Brothers… did it. If you laugh… uh…
jenga gaga gaga…
…there will be… something… that will make you laugh.
Eunha nodded.
I pointed the worn-out antenna at the child who was losing consciousness.
…sorry. I only have this now. it will hurt a little
If it had been a gun, he could have finished it without feeling any pain.
Loaded mana into the antenna.
I was thinking of ending it in one go.
I couldn’t tolerate it twice. myself.
…huh.
A child whose half of his body has been transformed into a monster.
Even the one remaining eye bulged out and swollen red.
Any last words you want to say?
The galaxy took a stance.
The mana gathered at the tip of the antenna rotated clockwise and formed a conical shape.
The Horizontal Prick
child looked at the scene through the eyes of a fly.
between a monster and a human.
Lips wriggling like waves left the last words.
…I miss my mother.
This is why the child did not like it.
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Mosquito Fly was safely subdued without leaving any secondary damage.
The children revealed the story of a human becoming a Mosquito Fly in Ejaculation Mood.
The Mana Management Bureau searched the records for the recently appeared Mosquito Fly and summoned the Marronnier Knights who subjugated it at the time.
As a result of the Mana Management Bureau’s investigation, there was no problem with the Marronnier Knights’ response.
The player of the Marronnier Knights, who subdued the monster at the time, took the man who collapsed at the scene of the incident to the hospital. I told him to come back in a week to see the progress, but the man said he didn’t come to the hospital.
In that way, the Knights of Marronnier and the hospital pushed each other to the blame, and in the end insisted that the man was responsible.
The man who died as a monster was silent.
The man took responsibility with death.
[A child girl’s telepathy moves the world!]
[I wasn’t afraid because I had friends. Mosquito Fly Appearance in Hyehwa-dong]
[Telepathy of Ain Girl of the Marronnier Knights prevents secondary damage]
Meanwhile, prominent newspapers scrambled to publish articles about Seo-Na, who reported the Mosquito Fly Appearance.
It is said that after reducing the case in the Alice Group, it was finished with a small article in an inconspicuous location.
As the protagonist of the article, she received the Brave Child Award from the Seongbuk-gu Office.
Even though the news of Mosquito Fly’s appearance was only a small report at the end, there were many people who knew about Serna’s performance.
It seems that local clans in Seongbuk-gu, such as the Marronnier Knights, offered to recruit her.
Of course, Seo-na refused because of her age.
People paid attention only to the process of subjugating the Mosquito Fly, not the damage caused by the Mosquito Fly.
There was no mention of children dying in the slums anywhere.
The world, once destroyed, paid no attention to the deaths of children wandering by the roadside.
Maybe it’s because the world was destroyed once.
People who live in a once destroyed world only dream of hope like fools.
Away from the truth that hope is fleeting and despair is always just around the corner.
This world is such a world.
A world that is filthy enough to curse.
A world where you can’t die.
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My brother doesn’t smile these days.
Eun-ha would think she was acting casually, but Eun-ae could tell.
A child’s senses are sensitive. He could tell by feeling whether someone gave him love or not.
It wasn’t just her.
Father, mother and Eun-ah.
Julieta and Bruno.
friends around you too.
Everyone was sensing a change in the galaxy.
just don’t speak
Because he doesn’t speak first.
Because you don’t seem to want to talk.
So I just had to watch.
Until one day he says
oh! bar!
It wasn’t love.
She didn’t know such a hard idea.
my brother is crying
I hate it when my brother is morose.
That was all I needed to know.
That alone was enough for her to act.
what’s the matter? leg! all! lee!
Eun-ae ran to Eun-ha who was sitting on the sofa and jumped up.
She sat on his lap and touched his leg with her small hand.
Eun-ha spread her legs as she told her to, and Eun-ae made a comfortable space for herself and leaned on him.
lol!
What do you like? just fine!
‘Eun-ae, please take good care of Eun-ha oppa. Unni has to go back to the dormitory, so Eun-ae should comfort her brother when he’s depressed, okay?’
‘How is it?’
‘Hug me tight.’
‘huh!’
Eun-ae remembered what Eun-ah had said when returning to the dormitory a few days ago.
Even though she did not hold him, Eun-ae was satisfied with that.
Because my brother laughed softly.
Brother papa papa!
Yes why?
Eun-ae spread her arms.
When Eun-ha lowered her head, Eun-ae quickly hugged his head.
First on the right side.
then on the left side.
lol! My brother likes my job!
Eun-ae smiled brightly.
After receiving a surprise kiss, Eun-ha widened her eyes.
It’s been a while since I blinked my eyes.
She burst out laughing as if she was happy to hear that from her sister.
I also like Eun-ae the most. more than dad? more than mom? of course. More than your sister? …I like you the same as noona and Eunae. how much?
Eun-ae asked with her eyes twinkling.
Eunha hugged her tightly before answering her question.
sweetie are you How much do you like your brother?
Eun-ae’s answer was fixed.
Spread your hands together in front of your chest as if drawing a circle, as
much as ever! as much as the ground!
Eun-ae laughed.
Eunha laughed as well. He rested his chin on her head and closed his eyes.
me too. Like Land and Sky.
really? really really really? yeah really
If you talk nonsense, get rid of it! hey!
really really
promise!
now promise.
Eun-ha intertwined her fingers with Eun-ae’s outstretched fingers.
Eun-ae waved her hand.
Eun-ha let Eun-ae wave her hand.
He hugged her and enjoyed the passing time.
I hope that happy days will continue like this.
Soon drowsiness set in.
I closed my eyes.
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Oh my.
Meanwhile, the mother returned from shopping and smiled at her two sleeping children lying on the sofa.
I need to film this!
I quietly put down the luggage I was holding in my hand and took out my smartphone.
On top of the galaxy and the ship of the galaxy, Eun-ae sleeps stretched out in a large shape.
Eun-ha did not let go of her hand holding Eun-ae even while she was asleep.
I took a picture with my smartphone.
They were lovely children.
When I sent it to my husband and Eun-ah, a reply came quickly.
[My Eun-ah: Me too! I want to sleep with Eunha and Eunae too!! ( ˶´⚰`˵)]
[You: I want to sleep too… The boss said I’ll work overtime again today ㅠㅠ]
[Me: Come here too~! Shall we sleep with mom this week?]
[Me: You are coming early. I’ll lock the door if you come in late.]
Ayu is cute.
Eunha has been depressed lately.
I could tell without even saying it.
mom knows everything
There is nothing in this world that mother does not know.
Because Eunha, Eunah, and Eunae came out of their mother’s womb.
So don’t cry
You have mom and dad, Eun-ah and Eun-ae.
Eunha has the prettiest smile.
So smile. No worries.
Eun-ha, who was sleeping with Eun-ae, had a comfortable face.
It was a troubled face.
But I know.
There was no way the mother did not know her children.
Even though he acted like he wasn’t the eldest son in our family, he had a lot of worries and a soft heart.
mom knows everything
Don’t worry, don’t cry, smile.
i’m sleepy too
As I watched the children who fell into a sweet sleep, drowsiness came.
My husband seemed to be back later today.
Wouldn’t it be okay to be lazy today?
I squeezed through the gap on the sofa and hugged Eunha.
With this, I was overcome with the happiness of hugging Eun-ae and Eun-ae at once.
Sleep well my little ones.
I closed my eyes.
People who live in a once destroyed world dream of hope.
People are not fools. Because they know despair, they dream of hope, and because they dream of hope, they can expect a bright future.
So, I hope that happy days continue like this.
Summer was about to end.
The cicada, which cried vigorously all summer, entrusts its future to the next born slug.
Time does not stop and the world moves towards a better future.
It is an immutable truth that does not change even if it perishes.
─Around the time the leaves hanging from the branches started to turn red,
the children were in their second semester
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