The Player Returns after 10,000 Years Episode 459
Crossing the Wall (1)
…….
My eyes flash in white. breathing becomes rough My head is hot.
…brother?’
I wanted to call out to him with my mouth, but no voice came out.
My eyesight is shaking. The strength in my legs was gone.
why why why.
Questions continued to bite their tail after tail.
-Thank you for being my sister…
Kang Woo’s words brush through the short curly hair that saved him.
Those words were the words that connected him and Kang-woo.
It was a word that proved that
the relationship between the two was more than just close brothers and sisters .
‘But…why.’
Did you say something like that to Taehyung Kim?
As if… as if you don’t need him anymore.
‘no.’
It can’t be. ‘How many battlefields have my brother and I crossed?’
From the beginning of the Demonic Cult to its end. Even the constellation of Satan and the Four Heavenly Kings.
He went through countless battles and countless battlefields with rainfall.
They fought desperately to protect the world from the hands of evil.
But
why
A human who suddenly became stronger simply because of luck, as if he had fallen from the sky.
Do you mean taking the place of a ‘younger brother’ like yourself?
cringe
teeth were gnashing fiercely. Something hot rose up. ‘What… was it different?
I thought of the difference between myself and Kim Tae-hyun. Why does Kang-woo care about Kim Tae-hyun more than himself?
Why did you have to care?
……
It didn’t take long to find the answer.
‘God’
is a god.
Something that he does not have and Kim Tae-hyun has.
What the world needs more than anything else right now. ‘It’s because of the godhead.
Kang Woo sacrificed everything to protect the world.
In this current chaos, he must have well understood how powerful beings with divinities can be.
That is why. ‘Because of his divine power
, he accepted
Kim Tae-hyun as his younger brother .’
If it weren’t for that, I wouldn’t even have the time to pay attention to Kim Tae-hyun.
haha.
A dry laugh came out.
The truth that I realized at best was more futile than I thought.
‘Even my older brother couldn’t help it.’
Even if he didn’t want to, he had no choice but to accept Kim Tae-hyeon’s foolishness and fuss.
In order to protect the world, I had to somehow attract him as an ally, so
‘yes, that must be it.’
otherwise it is not explained.
– Hard.
gritted it I turned around from the meeting room where Kang Woo was sitting and walked down the hallway.
…godhead.
A deity was needed. To change his brother’s mind, to remain as his ‘little brother’.
-I’m sorry for giving birth to you…
I hear a voice I haven’t remembered for a long time.
Words like a curse that bound his entire life.
I need a deity… trudge trudge. Kim Si-hun walked down the hallway with a staggering gait.
The meeting room where Kim Si-hoon left. In the silence of the meeting room, Kang-woo slowly closed his eyes.
‘I wonder if this is enough.’
The wall faced by Sihoon Kim.
A special stimulus was needed to overcome that wall.
A stimulus
that could bring up his trauma
from the past .
‘It wasn’t just because of talent that Sihun kept awakening in moments of crisis until now
.
The trauma that binds Kim Si-hoon’s life.
That trauma was the driving force behind Kim Si-hoon’s awakening. ‘It may not be anything other people think.
Sihun Kim’s Trauma.
A longing to be ‘recognized’ by others who are more important to them than anyone else.
It was definitely not a craving that could be called ordinary.
‘but.’
If it’s Kim Si-hoon. Abandoned by his father and trampled on by his brother.
If it is Kim Si-hoon, who was denied life itself by someone who was more precious to him than anyone else. ‘I’d like to.’
I will long for redemption once again. They will struggle desperately to gain their own recognition.
Kang Woo kept his mouth shut with a firm expression.
He sighed deeply and touched his forehead.
….Shouldn’t have used a different method.
A belated regret came over me. No matter how much it was to awaken the godhead, I thought it was a little too much.
‘No, this is not simply a matter of Godhead.’
In fact, it is simple to give Kim Si-hoon a godhood.
You just have to make him your own incarnation.
Just as Leila can use a part of Gaia’s godhead, Kim Si-hoon will be able to use a part of his own godhead.
‘That makes no sense.’
If there was no possibility for Kim Si-hoon to obtain divine status on his own, he would have made the choice to become an incarnation.
However, there was a possibility that Kim Si-hun could awaken to the godhood on his own
.
No, now I honestly wonder why I haven’t awakened yet.
‘You need a decisive moment.
An opportunity to shatter the limits that are blocking him that can make him jump over the wall in front of him. ‘If it’s Sihun, I can do it.
If it is Kim Si-hoon that he knows, he can definitely overcome it. You can obtain a godhood with your own power.
‘If that’s the case.
It is clear that Kim Si-hoon will be able to spread his wings brilliantly and achieve explosive growth.
Because the godhood acquired by one’s own strength and the general godhood are different.
Deity is obviously a fraudulent power.
However, the difference between beings who acquired the power without any cost from birth and those who acquired divine status on their own was bound to be stark.
‘If I make Sihun into an incarnation here and give him his godhood.’
Kim Si-hoon’s growth will stop right there.
Even though you can become a god on your own, you won’t be able to grow because of the power you received without a price.
…I can’t let it go like that.
Kang Woo opened his eyes sharply.
I felt guilty for causing Kim Si-hoon’s trauma, but in this case, there was no other way.
The abnormality of the gate continues to increase, and even unidentified objects such as the one Kim Tae-hyeon found have popped out of it.
Kim Si-hoon needed a godhead as soon as possible.
‘The other kids besides Sihun…’
I thought about the other party members for a while.
Kang-woo, who continued to think, shook his head.
‘First of all, Sihun.
It is right to focus on Kim Si-hoon now.
‘It’s important to give the stimulus in moderation.
As much as there was an experience in the past that tried to corrupt it by giving too much stimulation, this time it was necessary to properly control the stimulation.
‘Once, for the time being here, you can’t be stimulated at all.
I thought that it was necessary to keep a firm grip on the Balrog and Layra as well.
Except for himself, the two of them often meet Kim Si-hoon. ‘After making Sihun devote himself to training as much as possible…’
Then, I thought that it would be all right to create a production that would make me shed a single tear on my own. The line is… ‘What’s the point of being a god?! You… you’re my little brother, even if you don’t have anything like that!’. ok let’s go with this
I already felt like my hands and feet were getting crushed, but what can I do?
‘Sihun likes this.
Since I had committed a sin, I had to endure even giving out such a vomiting line.
In the end, it was for Kim Si-hoon, but he was the one who brought back the trauma he had barely forgotten.
by the way.
Kangwoo looked down at the smart phone on the table.
There were quite a few messages from Kim Tae-hyun, who had turned off the notifications.
Why is he following me like that?
It was good to send loyalty, but I thought it was a little too much. ‘How can I compare it?
It felt like I was so happy to be with the person I longed for,
like an extreme fan of idols, that I didn’t know what to do.
ok
In any case, it was actually a little annoying. … I can’t help it.
There was no choice but to stay with him until the identity of the ‘Eye of Notstrian’ Kim Tae-hyun obtained was clearly revealed.
……
Kang Woo thought of Kim Si-hoon and Kim Tae-hyun and closed his eyes.
An expression that Yeonju Cha once said came to mind again.
-It’s a flower in both hands.
‘Shiba.’
He clenched his fists and lowered his head. Imja… Imjaah…
A pitiful voice resounded in the meeting room.
hee hee hee hee. A rough breath rose to the top of his throat. The inside of the training room, which had become a mess, caught my eye.
I stepped out with a staggering step.
The Celestial Dragon.
He raised a sword made of blue energy.
but.
– Slurr.
haha.
The intangible sword made of inner air became powder in the air and disappeared.
Watching the sword disappearing from his fingertips, Kim Si-hun exhaled a heavy breath.
big
_
Was it because I was forcibly squeezing my inner energy?
Kim Si-hoon’s knee was bent.
no.
I couldn’t fall here.
Sihoon Kim put strength on his broken knee and raised himself.
‘It’s not enough yet.’
Kim Si-hoon bit his lip and raised his hand.
Faint blue light coalesced into the shape of a sword. ‘In order to obtain a divine power…’
He needed a divine power to remain as Kang-woo’s younger brother .
Whoa…
I took a deep breath. Through breathing, a very small amount of qi in the air enters the body.
‘In order to obtain divine status, the mind sword must first be perfected, so
I thought that
the mind sword was the last step before obtaining divine status .
…the sword of the heart.’
It was a state that came out to be tired of martial arts.
Theoretically, I received and read hundreds of books from Cheon Mu-jin.
But
… I don’t know.
is the sword of the heart
What kind of buzzing noise are you talking about?
It was not easy for Kim Si-hoon, who had been growing without hindrance with his innate talent, to directly unfold an abstract concept as a martial art.
ha.
Sihoon Kim grabbed his hair and moved on.
Beetle.
The foot that stepped forward staggered.
Kim Si-hun’s expression twisted roughly.
When you try to force your trembling hands to move.
-It’s sweet. uh? Mr. Sihun?
I saw Kim Taehyung enter the training room.
Kim Si-hoon kept his mouth shut and shot Kim Tae-hyeon sharply.
Well, it looks like you are training late today.
yes.
haha. It’s also a sword dragon. I guess I’ll have to watch and learn.
Kim Tae-hyun looked at Kim Si-hoon and smiled brightly
.
His laugh was mingled with obvious ridicule.
Kim Si-hoon turned his head away without answering.
By the way, do you know where Kangwoo hyung is?
…….?
Kim Si-hun frowned and tilted his head.
Didn’t you meet Taehyung today
?
no. I was going to meet you… You seemed to be very busy.
Kim Si-hun firmly kept his mouth shut.
Did something else happen after that?’ Unknowingly, the corner of his mouth went up at the fact that Kim Tae-hyun and Kang-woo had not met.
Perhaps he noticed that, Taehyung Kim sharply shot at Sihoon Kim with an angry expression.
Come to think of it… I heard from Kangwoo hyung that the reason Sihun couldn’t beat me was because of his ‘divine power’.
haha. I heard that only me and Kangwoo hyung are the only players with divine powers in Guardians.
Taehyung Kim continued with a relaxed expression.
As expected…don’t you think hyung and I get along pretty well?
Kim Si-hun’s expression twisted roughly.
