If you can’t debut, you get a fatal disease Episode 306
Rumble.
It was quiet inside the moving car.
The members sitting in the seats of the spacious van seemed to be listening to songs or working on their smartphones.
Kim Rae-bin tried to recall today’s schedule and detailed preparation method, but gave up. At all, thinking did not move in a productive direction.
And I felt guilty for that.
‘This kind of negligence.’
It could be defined as ‘the heart is very tired’ in the vulgar language, but it came to himself as laziness.
‘…Everyone is working hard.’
And then, I suddenly remembered the scene where the manager and the members were talking about today’s schedule.
-It was filmed in an outskirts studio, right?
-yes. That’s right.
-Then it will take a while~
It sure seemed like a long time had passed since I got into the car.
I didn’t even volunteer, but I didn’t know if it was because the anxiety that lost direction throughout that time was endlessly going back and forth.
It was the hardest when I was still.
In the past, times like this would have gone by in an instant, even recording various plans and thoughts that came to mind.
Kim Rae-bin turned his head to avoid the memory of failure being replayed.
The blue color hit his vision.
‘Blue?’
The window I saw after half an hour was on a large road flanked by mountains.
The van… was driving on the highway.
“…?”
I said I was going to the outskirts, but if I enter the highway like this, isn’t it a completely different area as my destination?
Kim Rae-bin did not have a driver’s license. However, since I remember attending a local event, I thought of a reasonable question, but I soon put up with it.
I’m not in a position to ask questions.
After arguing to do as he was told to do, Raebin Kim quietly stood in his seat, swept away by his own thoughts and worries.
And Park Mun-dae, who was sitting next to him, secretly checked his appearance and turned his head back.
‘I didn’t notice.’
and again after a while.
“Oh, we have arrived.”
The members started to get out of the stopped car. Kim Rae-bin followed them down like a habit, but soon stopped.
The place they got off was halfway up the mountain on the side of the road.
There was only one old, tasteful house, but that seemed like a destination at least.
‘Is it a nature-friendly concept… ?’
And before Kim Rae-bin again blamed his lack of knowledge, the manager got back into the driver’s seat and nodded to the members.
“Then I will go downstairs.”
“yes! I’ll contact you later!”
“…??”
This was also quite odd.
‘Aren’t you going to accompany me during filming?’
It was the first time since Testa’s dedicated team was launched that it had been left to take care of the work on its own! Kim Rae-bin forgot the moment of helplessness in this unfamiliar situation and looked around.
A cool breeze was blowing in the beautiful autumn mountains.
The wind blew into my heart as if the knot that had been tightly tied was loosened.
‘There’s a mountain like this in Seoul too.’
He reflected on his short insights and prejudices. Isn’t it a wonderful scenery, like one of the stems of the Taebaek Mountains in Gangwon-do, where he lived?
Then, as he turned his head, a road sign caught his eye.
[Mt. Seorak ↑ 32m]
“…??”
Kim Rae-bin was confused.
Seoraksan is… It is in Gangwon-do.
So this is not the outskirts of Seoul… It was really Gangwon-do!
At this point, even those who are tired of self-blame will open their mouths on their own.
“Sorry, but I want to ask if there was an error in setting the destination!”
The members looked back at Kim Rae-bin’s outrageous cry.
“why?”
“This place looks like the mountains of Gangwon-do, not the outskirts of Seoul!”
“that’s right.”
“yes?”
Liu Qingyu replied calmly.
“This is the destination, Ravin.”
“…??”
Kim Rae-bin fell into confusion again. Then Park Moon-dae, who had sent the car in which the manager was riding, looked back at Rae-bin Kim only then.
My respected brother was smiling.
“filming….”
“We didn’t come to film.”
“then…?”
“I just came to the mountain. Let’s do some self-development training.”
Park Mun-dae answered quickly as if he didn’t want to speak out, but at the end he smiled again.
“This is a songwriting camp.”
Kim Rae-bin opened his mouth wide.
Entering the quaint brick cabin, it looked like a friendly cabin except for an unnatural, state-of-the-art TV.
However, Kim Rae-bin was still standing in the middle of the living room covered with floral wallpaper, unable to come to his senses.
“Kim Raebin, sit down!”
“Wow~ It seems like you really came to MT. yes? The budget is right there.”
“Do you want some fruit?”
And when I came to my senses, I was sitting on the floor that was starting to get hot with one side of the boat in my hand.
“…?”
What the hell does this mean? Kim Rae-bin fell into agony while analyzing the words of Park Moon-dae, without properly noticing that everyone except himself was calm.
…songwriting camp.
‘I’m sure he didn’t like my continued attempts at composing… .’
Does it mean that I’m so frustrated that I’ll check the performance until I get it right? I was scared for a moment, but I didn’t know if that was what I was hoping for.
‘If I continue receiving and refining my brother’s feedback, I might be able to write good songs like before.’
It might be very painful, but on the contrary, my heart became impatient.
From now on, I wanted to write a song right away, get evaluated right away, get out of this helpless state and go back to the previous state….
So Rabin Kim immediately shouted as soon as Moondae Park, who had gone to the kitchen, entered the living room.
“May I ask what you mean by that songwriting camp?”
“It is literally.”
Park Moon-dae took out the equipment from his bag. It was his familiar laptop.
Kim Rae-bin held out his hand to receive it quickly, even though he seemed to be stiff from tension.
Took.
The heavy weight comes down by focusing on performance rather than portability.
he said in a trembling voice.
“then…From now on when I write songs, other people will give me feedback… ….”
“It’s not just you.”
“yes?”
Moondae Park took out a new laptop from his bag without stopping.
“Oh, is it Mundae Flex?”
“Take that red one! REDMAN~!”
And he distributed them one by one to those who reached out.
“Everyone will compose on their own. And negative feedback is prohibited.”
“…!”
“During camp, I couldn’t get any feedback from the outside. I haven’t installed KakaoTalk on PC. Mail is prohibited.”
There was no tyrant, but Kim Rae-bin could not think of a phrase to refute.
Lastly, Moondae Park took out his laptop and spread it on the table with the TV on his back.
widely.
Reflexively, Rabin Kim followed it and opened his laptop.
And only then did he ask in a slightly trembling voice as he watched his program appearing on the screen just as he had worn it last time.
“Then, what purpose is the song for…? .”
Cha Yoo-jin intervened.
“There is no use!”
“…!”
“You said Park Moon-dae. It’s called camp.”
Bae Se-jin calmly concluded his words.
“I’m just making it.”
* * *
Staying in a mountain hut blocked from the outside for 2 nights and 3 days passed with full support than I thought.
‘…I didn’t know that the cabin would be like a family home.’
I checked the ginseng wine on the veranda and twitched my eyes, but I held it in.
Keun Se-jin and Ryu Cheong-wu came to a mountain lodge that looked like a relative’s house in the countryside.
‘I should have left it to Bae Se-jin instead.
Just then, Sejin Bae opened his mouth.
“…The atmosphere here is cozy.”
“I will.”
I will cancel. I should have done it.
But it was my job to make the plan, so I couldn’t help it. It’s been a long time since I tried to do something so unproductive, so there was trial and error.
I looked at Kim Rae-bin.
He was looking around at his laptop and people with a puzzled look on his face.
okay. It was worth it. If you know how to compose anything by yourself, then that is the case.
So, I have decided on the candidates for the subject of composition.
“Each of us picked a theme…I thought about what I could do for fun.”
I turned my head and turned on the TV. Witube was connected to the only state-of-the-art smart TV in this house.
There were several conditions in selecting the composition subject.
first.
-It shouldn’t be Testa’s job.
Now, Kim Rae-bin is in a state where if there is an element to testa’s career in the song, even if there is no feedback, he will make a virtual reaction and pay attention.
‘It should be a pure hobby.’
Second in the same sense.
– It won’t be Testa’s job from now on.
In a word, it means that there is no possibility of being officially involved with us, so there will be no room for useless thoughts.
Of course, even if it is announced, it should be a topic that will not be caught in the pod, so you will not be anxious.
‘Then the scope narrows dramatically.’
and last.
The most important point.
– Anything that might interest you.
From the second team match of < Azusa >, his preference was clear.
‘Inspiration.’
You want to make it into a song. So, this is the topic I picked up as number 1.
I operated the Witube with the remote control.
And after logging in, I clicked the playlist.
Electronic sounds, 8-bit sounds, and text floating on a black screen.
[Welcome to SECTION 127]
[!wARinG! ※L21%]
“This is the boss theme BGM for the sequel to Section 127.”
“Ohhh~”
This is the sequel to the well-made game < 127 Section >, which we collaborated on at the beginning of our debut.
‘I can never use this for work.’
Because it’s copyrighted.
And in the future, this copyright problem will not be solved. Because it ended neatly and fell out. Everyone knows that doing it again is brain damage.
‘But it’s fun.’
because….
“Finally, each boss in the second episode…They said it was from the first tutorial member we collaborated with.”
Because of this.
association and creativity.
‘I think he sounded like a grudge from some parallel world.’
In any case, what is certain is that it is a choice that brings back memories of past works without burden.
[Sold OUT – II8: BGM]
On the screen, the sound of the first boss, which happened to be from the character ‘B11’ I played in the trailer, was coming out.
“How about arranging the BGM for each character you were in charge of?”
“Oh interesting? It’s like a recreation instructor at Moon University. Hey~”
The guy who went through the briefing yesterday and voted unanimously made a fuss.
However, this structure itself was necessary. A structure in which each person attempts to compose.
It should have been like this.
‘I put too much pressure on Kim Rae-bin.’
Right now, I don’t sing the entire verse alone just because I have the highest singing stat.
It had to be the same in producing.
Regarding the sound source part, I had to more actively participate in the production itself and improve my proficiency, rather than just giving feedback, but I delayed it.
Because Rabin Kim is so good.
‘The song is the most important thing, so it didn’t work.’
It would have been bad from the beginning if Rabin Kim was alone to hear something like the identity of Testa’s music.
It’s not at the level of making a concept and genre frame, but you should have touched it in detail at least once.
I thought after checking the composition program installed on my laptop.
‘I hope this performance has the effect of reducing the pressure.’
okay. Anyway, I’ll have to check his reaction.
I looked up and looked at Kim Rae-bin and opened my mouth.
“And next….”
no, i don’t need the next one.
I closed my mouth. Rabin Kim was watching the video on the smart TV.
