If I can’t debut, I’ll get sick. Episode 259
The night practice ended quickly as planned. After returning to the dorm, I washed up and reviewed the conversation with Sejin.
Isn’t that what he meant after all?
‘Seon Ah-hyun’s pride is hurt… la.’
It’s because I don’t want to show the embarrassing side of being territorial to my close peers.
“hmm.”
I won’t deny it. It is a point of view that has never been considered.
Maybe it’s because he’s the guy I’ve been following around since I first met him on < Idol Inc. >, so I don’t really feel like we’re the same age.
‘Honestly, age is only appearance.’
If you have a conscience, it’s kind of hard to say that I’m the same age as him… Isn’t it? I don’t know if I’m an office worker, but I have a clear memory of being 29 years old.
At first, it was ambiguous even if they were considered peers.
‘I don’t know if Seon Ah-hyun is the kind of person who cares about that.’
Maybe the other guys would be grateful for Seon Ah-hyun because he’s kind enough to seem innocent.
Only one admits.
‘I can’t solve it every time.’
No matter how much it is for smooth activities, whenever I had a problem with him, I ordered a lot of things.
Is it time for Seon Ah-hyun to try it herself?
“Because he has a certain guts.”
I shrugged.
Except for that brief moment at the awards ceremony, he didn’t look particularly dark, so let’s leave it at that.
I just need to do some research to confirm that I’m overdoing it.
Click.
I got out of the shower and headed to the refrigerator. I’m losing weight, so I thought I’d drink some ice water or milk tonight.
Sun Ah-hyun was not in the room.
‘It must be in the living room.’
And before I turned the corner in the hallway, I heard a voice.
“That’s it…If you feel like complimenting because you don’t like it… what do you think about it?”
“You don’t like me, do you compliment me?”
“Ugh. similar.”
It was a conversation between Cha Yoo-jin and Seon Ah-hyun.
The sound of Cha Yoo-jin answering without hesitation followed.
“Why do you compliment me when I don’t like it?”
“I don’t know…. Is it because I can’t be angry?”
“OK OK.”
The guy answered cheerfully.
“Then I say ‘I know~’! I know what I’m good at!”
“Yeah…?”
“yes. Nice compliment!”
It was a mind-boggling mental victory method that would digest compliments with compliments no matter what the opponent was thinking.
However, I don’t think that Seon Ah-hyun will be able to use it comfortably.
‘Why did you bother to give advice to Cha Yoo-jin… .’
A rare idea.
I thought about waiting for the conversation to end for a moment, then realized that it was funnier and walked out.
When our eyes met, Seon Ah-hyun jumped up.
“It’s nothing. Do you drink water?”
“uh.”
“here…!”
The water glass was colonized.
“…thanks.”
‘Does this guy’s pride hurt that he’s getting my help?’
I still can’t get rid of the thought that this kind of thing is like a spontaneous twist… Anyway, thank you, don’t drink well.
I drank the water and waited for him to resume his conversation with Cha Yu-jin.
But the conversation did not follow. Seon Ah-hyun was flustered and asked me back.
“Why why…?”
ah. Did I look at the two too much?
“Um no. I wonder if practice is at 7:00 tomorrow.”
“Ah yes. It’s 7 o’clock right… !”
“Yes, thank you.”
I ended my speech in a hesitant manner.
There is no particular abnormal behavior. It seems a little cheered up, but… .
“Okay~”
Then Sejin walked out of the living room, smiled and patted me on the back.
…Somehow I think that bastard is making fun of me.
‘I don’t know, X feet.’
Everyone take care of it.
There were so many dirty things to do until the comeback. let me do my job
“Seven o’clock is too early….”
“Go to sleep.”
I went into the room, checked the stage composition once again, and immediately lay down on the bed.
Seon Ah-hyun came in quite late and went to bed. Efforts not to make noise were imaginary.
‘I’m almost crawling.’
I was going to say something about not sleeping, but I thought it would freak out, so I just let it go.
and the next day.
Around lunch time after morning practice, Sun Ah-hyun went alone to practice collaboration.
In the future, it is said that the days are driven weekly, and they come short and short at intervals of two or three days.
“Are you okay? I think it would be better to eat and go.”
“It’s okay to go and eat…! It will be soon.”
“Well, if so.”
“wait a minute.”
I threw a glucose candy or one to Seon Ah-hyun. This is an emergency dose under the agreement with the trainer, so you can spray it.
“Thank you….”
“Have a good trip.”
“Hanging Ahyeon~”
“I hope you have a rewarding practice time!”
Seon Ah-hyun hurriedly grabbed the candy and walked out the door nodding her head.
“….”
that…It’s not like you’re going to be squeamish when you come in.
“brother! Give me candy too!”
“ruler.”
“Hurray!”
I dusted off the remaining candy and crossed my arms.
‘As expected, I’d like to find out… .’
At that time, Sejin suddenly started fanning uselessly with his hands.
“Ah~ It’s hot from practicing. Shall we eat some ice cream? They were sold at the health food store down here!”
“great!!”
“Oh, that house. It’s light, so that’s fine.”
“Okay~ Then I’ll go around this one more time and buy it with Moondae!”
“…?”
why am i here
First of all, I wanted to know what the plan was, so I followed him.
And the big Sejin burst into laughter as soon as he walked out the door.
“Hey Park Moondae! Do you care that much?”
“What are you talking about.”
“Did you know that Ahyeon is watching our schedule every time? It would be more natural to talk to you!”
“….”
No, I’m just going to check the collaboration before and after the collaboration practice.
However, the big Sejin laughed and laughed.
“Ah~ Mundaemundae, maybe it’s good, really huh? If you know everything in the world and knead it, you’ll get rid of it, right?”
“Be quite.”
“You just have to use that wonderful ability only in albums, the talented Mister Moondae~”
“….”
“That’s right, if you use it to pick out ice cream…Uh-cha-cha-cha!”
“Where?”
I sprinted to catch the fleeing guy while the others got a mysterious delivery of ice cream bullets.
And I sat on the floor of the practice room and pondered briefly.
That I was so tasted of control?
‘No, I’m trying to live.’
It’s about my survival right now, so I’ve come to pay attention to possible problems in the surrounding group. Isn’t that some kind of biological instinct?
‘And now it’s not even that much.’
It wouldn’t be like dying just because the status window flew away, so the target was just a high-risk target.
‘I don’t waste time on unnecessary things.’
I ate an ice cream and focused on my afternoon practice.
But this concentration was soon disrupted.
It was because Sun Ah-hyun, who had returned, had a lot of worries on her face.
“I’ve been there.”
“….”
that…I saw that it didn’t go well.
* * *
Seon Ah-hyun, who came back, quickly recovered his complexion and joined the practice, but now the others have noticed the atmosphere.
“Didn’t something happen while preparing for the collaboration?”
“The preparation seems to be more complicated than I thought.”
However, there was no sign that Sun Ah-hyun was overdoing it. I mean it’s not a big deal.
Thanks to this, Sun Ah-hyun was quickly assigned ice cream, and this topic died down.
Usually, it’s only right to ask at the timing when you’re resting.
And usually it’s up to the roommate or the leader… After all, I’m your roommate.
‘Do I have to ask on purpose.’
But there was nothing in particular for me to say.
After practicing, I was sitting in my room watching the video of my choreography practice that I had taken earlier.
There, Seon Ah-hyun spoke first.
“excuse me…It’s nothing. Can I ask just one question?”
“okay. What.”
no way?
And the guess was right.
“Ho, in case you ask…If the people you work with for a while are a bit difficult to deal with… How are you doing?”
“….”
It was a direct request for advice.
“It depends on what situation you are in. What does it mean to be difficult to deal with? Are you a superior?”
“Oh no, that’s not it. Uncomfortable… It feels like you’re deliberately revealing something you don’t mean.”
As expected.
“Well then, it’s okay to ignore it as long as it’s not sarcastic or disrespectful. If they perform better, they will bow down and come in.”
“That’s right.”
And at that moment I realized
‘It’s cool inside the X feet.’
I guess I need to know everything and be able to control it so that a comfortable style fits. Damn.
I continued to listen to what Seon Ah-hyun said, feeling dismayed at giving Keun Se-jin a win. To understand the situation in more detail.
But Seon Ah-hyun… It seemed a bit embarrassing.
not much.
“I’m sorry. I can’t do well alone… I think I just keep getting help.”
“…?”
“All the other members are doing well…i guess i have something wrong Even after counseling and practicing, it doesn’t work out….”
Why is the story like that?
“You have no problem. what’s the matter.”
“It’s like this every time I meet people my age…. It was like that from the beginning… .”
“….”
Seon Ah-hyun, perhaps embarrassed, forgot to ask for advice, like a third-party problem.
“When was the first time?”
“When I was in middle school…Even during that ballet.”
Seon Ah-hyun hesitated, then spoke briefly. My voice trembled.
“Ankle…I was hurt, but everyone loved it… ….”
Goosebumps kept creeping up.
“I wasn’t all mean kids, but from that time on, I must have felt uncomfortable when I went to a group of that age….”
“….”
I got up.
“First of all, I haven’t seen a member who said he didn’t like it while he was with you.”
“Because everyone is nice….”
“You are the best person in this group. And you were also in middle school.”
“huh? Yes.”
“You were the chief.”
“At least a few times….”
When Seon Ah-hyun said that, it means that she ate well.
I crossed my arms.
Seon Ah-hyun, who seemed educated, would not have talked about it in this way at professional counseling or her parents, so I should just do it myself.
“listen. Everything you’ve been through so far was done by bastards who rolled their eyes out of envy.”
“Huh?”
“He said he did it because he was pissed because he was good at dancing too. Got it?”
“Ha but…Ah Okay.”
It seemed that Seon Ah-hyun nodded at first, being pushed by the force. Great.
“So, don’t mind the idiots who look in the mirror every day and shout ‘I’m a really good guy’ ten times and turn a blind eye to envy and jealousy. Got it?”
“That was only at the beginning of the consultation….”
“again.”
It was clear on her face that Seon Ah-hyun was embarrassed in a different way from just now, but in the end she nodded her head with difficulty.
And I suddenly picked one up from his words.
“Wait a minute, then you’ve had a criminal record….”
Was bullying the reason you switched from ballet to modern dance?
However, Seon Ah-hyun hurriedly shook her head.
“Oh no…! The ballet… He said it was a waste of his body shape.”
“form?”
“Yeah, ballet is good, so…It’s good if the instep is round. I am not like that… The pelvis is also small. So he recommended me to go down a path where I can do better.”
I’ll get it roughly
Sun Ah-hyun is talented in dancing, but her body shape was more advantageous than ballet in other ways to become top-notch.
So I quickly changed it before preparing for the college entrance exam in earnest… I guess that’s it.
After all, this guy came to the idol industry, not dance, but it’s good to be good because he’s doing well and earning money.
“And now that I’m using what I learned in modern dance, it’s okay.”
“That’s right…?”
Seon Ah-hyun smiled. However, he soon lowered his head with a slightly dark face.
“Yes, actually today…The story of modern dance came out.”
“In collaboration practice?”
“Yes.”
Sun Ah-hyun nodded. And he said in a voice mixed with resentment.
“Uh, because of the difficult movements, none of us will come out, really only Ah-hyun. I’m envious and congratulations… .”
As befits people in capitalist society, these guys have the knack for turning horses like X.
“…So why didn’t you answer?”
“Oh no. I answered… .”
Seon Ah-hyun blushed.
“I don’t know. just…I said, ‘Thank you for saying that, I’ll do my best’… .”
“….”
“Yujin said it was okay to take compliments as compliments…Are you okay? Everyone didn’t answer… .”
I barely answered.
“uh. Good job.”
Seon Ah-hyun is unexpectedly… It might be a style that fits well without malice.
Keun Se-jin was right once again that he didn’t have to worry.
…Still, the conversation I had earlier was worth trying at least once.
“Do it. Because you did well.”
“Yes.”
Sun Ah-hyun’s face brightened.
And I readily admitted defeat.
‘…Let’s prepare an album well.’
And two weeks later on December 31st.
The airing of MBS’ music program, which marks the last day of the year, is just around the corner.
And the stage where Testa members first appeared was a collaboration stage with Seon Ah-hyun participating.
