If I Can’t Debut, I’ll Get a Deathly Disease Episode 240
Keun Se-jin seemed a bit taken aback, but he immediately changed his complexion and smiled.
“Ah, what are you looking for?”
“no. I switched rooms with Bae Se-jin hyung.”
“…room?”
“Oh, just for today.”
I sat down on Bae Se-jin’s bed right across from him.
“Let’s talk.”
“….”
A brief moment of tension passed through Sejin’s movements.
But the words came out well.
“…Um, what are you talking about?”
‘Your attitude these days, the baby,’ came up with a breast, but endured well.
‘If you’re not fighting, you shouldn’t talk like that.’
Instead, I sat down with my pods on and calmly took out the words I should have said.
“first…thanks.”
“…!”
“I heard you had a hard time while I couldn’t wake up. He said he dealt with both the company and the hospital.”
I spoke boldly.
“I feel like I haven’t been able to talk to you…It seems right to do it now. Thank you for caring.”
“….”
He looks like he’s been beaten.
“And thank you for your concern…Are you crying?”
“uh? oh no… uh.”
Big Sejin shouted shamelessly with his eyes wide open.
“I’m impressed~!”
…I think it’s closer to relief than excitement.
‘The expected reaction was… It’s not.’
After all, this guy seems to have been struggling in his own way for the past few days.
The guy laughed haha in a less formal way, as if he was embarrassed but relaxed.
“Ah, are you a little embarrassed?”
Yeah, I’m glad you’ve calmed down a bit. I crossed my arms.
“There is nothing to be embarrassed about. by the way….”
Now I have something to hear.
“Are you mad at me by any chance?”
“…what?”
“It seems like it’s been a while since I just said something to you and said, ‘You’re all right~’ and moved on.”
“….”
I tapped the edge of the bed with my finger.
Seeing the tension on this bastard’s face come back, it’s kind of like that, but it’s better than covering it up and then exploding later.
“When we have a chance, let’s rob this too and go. If, by any chance, when I was talking about the concert, it was unfair that I was unilaterally apologized and the situation ended….”
“Would that have been unfair?”
“…!”
“…no then i… I think I was thinking too short. I guess it was because I was just trying to be careful with my words~”
I don’t think so.
Just got mad at this bastard and openly aggressively stabbed the horse and took care of it.
I just said what I thought.
“I don’t think so.”
“…!”
“I know you just want to get over it, but I’m saying this because it won’t last long if only you don’t express your opinion and put up with it.”
I held back a sigh.
“So I apologize for planning a solo concert without saying anything even though the team situation is not good….”
“Because it’s not like that.”
Big Sejin gritted it. And in the end, I couldn’t stand it and was straight.
“Park Moon-dae, do you know what kind of sociopath I am?”
“…!”
“Do you think I’m pissed off about your solo concert? Trouble with the team?”
“….”
…isn’t it?
Sejin took a few deep breaths as if to let go of his anger, then cleared his throat.
“I don’t think I was worried that the guy who was in a coma until now would overdo it…Haven’t you tried it?”
“…I thought there must be a reason for that.”
“I thought about it, but more than that, I thought I was annoyed because I was worried that the team would have problems. no?”
“….”
It’s the first time I’ve heard this guy speak so directly.
Big Sejin is talking almost as if he has gained momentum.
“You are like that every time. It’s like that whenever there’s an injury or controversy. It’s true that I risked my life for this. yes i want to do well But me too… You worry about your friends.”
“….”
“Aren’t we friends? you…. I honestly don’t know. I really thought it would be nice if you just woke up because it’s okay if I can’t promote with you.”
“…!”
“I did, but you barely woke up, and then you said nonsense again…. Right before I didn’t… .”
Big Sejin stopped his mouth as if his throat was choking. It was only after I listened to his words in silence that I realized why this guy did that.
This guy is just scared.
A close friend almost died, but I even got into a fight, so I was just trying to be careful.
‘You made a mistake… I was taking it ridiculously seriously.’
And I thought I was close to Park Moon-dae.
“….”
I suddenly realized
Sejin Lee is still in his early 20s. It’s the age that usually goes to college in the middle of the day.
Since I usually have a good backup, I unconsciously judged more strictly than the others. As if they were real co-workers my age.
I kept trying to analyze this guy’s behavior only with his career and gains.
‘This…My mistake is correct.’
Wasn’t that a bit harsh?
I hesitated for a moment, then nodded.
and said seriously.
“okay. You were trying to be considerate, but I took it too crookedly because I was worried. sorry.”
“…no.”
“No. and…you are my friend I never thought no.”
“…!”
I recalled the status window and all the unanswered questions.
“I just… I just couldn’t afford it, so I was in a hurry to get results right away.”
“….”
“sorry. This isn’t about a solo concert, it just means that I’m sorry for making you feel sad.”
Big Sejin nodded his head without saying anything. However, I could see water dripping from the duvet on the bed.
Still, the air got cooler.
“…after.”
I lay down on Bae Se-jin’s bed. The owner of the bed would be horrified to see it.
And I thought.
‘There are no cartoons… .’
It’s not some kind of adventure comic, but I thought I’d prove my friend while messing around with this guy. It is something to live for a very long time.
It was a strange thing. Still, it wasn’t meaningless.
“….”
It was a bit embarrassing, but we were silent for a while in the more comfortable room air.
and after a while As if he had finally calmed down, Keun Se-jin deliberately took his luck again with a cheerful voice.
“Ah~ I’m really embarrassed now.”
“I’m more embarrassed to do this in someone else’s room.”
“Hey, it’s okay. I cried alone!”
Big Sejin smiled. It’s a condition where there is no shortage of horns on the butt.
“But it’s Mundaemundae.”
“why.”
“…Why can’t you afford it?”
“….”
“It’s not something I’m going to say, but the time for us to worry about our performance is over. Wouldn’t it be okay to go a little slower? …You will still be with this group in 5 years.”
“…I want to.”
It was easy to admit now.
Still, at the same time, I thought about reality.
“But I don’t know what will happen. I don’t know if I can do what I want to do now. in the world… There are too many variables.”
“….”
“So I’m trying to do everything I can now so that I can do it in five years.”
…It excluded the details that were covered with unrealistic elements, but it was a neat truth.
Suddenly, a loud sigh and an empty laugh could be heard.
…Laughter?
“Is Moondaemundae really the NIS?”
“…??”
“No, these words are too agent-like~”
Why are you biting on rice cakes that have suddenly dried up?
When I looked at him with a ridiculous face, Sejin giggled.
“Did you know that sometimes you talk about the old days in very specific detail when you say you have amnesia?”
“…!”
“But it’s strangely out of date?”
“…!!”
…Come to think of it, for the past two and a half years, there have been no people asking about the past of ‘Park Moon-dae’, so I forgot about it.
So this… It seems that sometimes I get caught off guard and speak in the ‘Ryu Gun-woo’ bass.
cold sweat flows
‘X feet.’
However, Sejin did not ask further. Instead, he lay down on his own bed.
“Ugh~ Well, each one has a secret and that’s it.”
“….”
“still…tell me if you like Sejin’s mouth is so heavy? Opportunities to make friends like this are rare~”
I looked at the guy lying on the other side of the bed.
With his personality, he wouldn’t even think of doing a status window or restart. At best, they’re faking their true age.
‘still….’
Still, somehow it makes me feel more at ease.
I chuckled.
“okay.”
“…!”
“I’ll do it when I can.”
After the status quo is over, maybe there will come a day when we can drink and talk for 2 nights and 3 days.
…And that might work.
I added like a joke.
“…wait until then please cooperate with us later.”
“….”
Keun Se-jin was silent for a moment, as if he had a complex and subtle thought.
And he answered slowly.
“NIS work?”
“hey.”
“haha! Okay~”
It was like laughing and joking around, but I can understand that I wanted to finish well without making the atmosphere awkward.
“Ah, it’s already 12 o’clock at Mundaemun University~ I have to go to bed early to practice tomorrow!”
“OK.”
Shaking my head, I got up to turn off the light.
“Oh~ Are you taking the lead by turning off the lights? Daily roommates are cool~”
“Let’s go to sleep.”
“yes.”
The lights were turned off in the roommate’s room with the same name.
And I had a quiet bedtime without saying anything else, but from the next day I knew that I would go back to feeling not awkward with this guy.
The only side effect was that Bae Se-jin returned to the living room with a very lonely face.
…I’ll have to consider changing it up from time to time.
“The clothes are out~”
“Ouch.”
“Would this be okay…?”
“Considering my experience so far, I’m sure you’ll like it!”
“That’s right~”
Anyway, the preparations for the concert went smoothly without any problems, and soon the time of transmission on the day was right around the corner.
* * *
The day when Moondae Park host Testa guest’s talk concert 〈As the Heart Goes〉 is aired.
The graduate student did not go to the lab for a long time and sat in front of the desktop at home.
It was an endorphin time that came after a long time to her, who was suffering from the sophistry that ‘there are Dr. Cheok Cheok, but there is no Master Cheok Cheok’ and was contemplating on her career path.
“ah…i love it.”
After a long time, it felt like meeting Moondae comfortably.
Looking at Park Moon-dae, who recovered after the last 18 days of hell, life was a bit difficult because I was so emotional, but now it seemed to be okay.
I was just excited.
‘Since it’s a talk concert, I don’t think I’m overdoing it!’
Most of all, I liked the atmosphere where everyone was excited while looking forward to it!
‘Mundae must be expecting a lot, right?’
The graduate student smiled and exchanged a few heart-stopping chats with her hometown friend before logging into the platform where the concert was being played.
‘Because you have to sign up to post real-time comments!’
A little strange to her… It was a less popular platform, but the composition was user-friendly and it seemed to do a lot of good things, so there was no objection to joining.
No, even if there is reluctance, I really wanted to leave a comment on this concert.
‘I may not be able to see it, but I still want to cheer… !’
I’m really glad that Mundae has recovered, and I wanted to say thank you so much for coming back healthy.
‘Wow, I’m a fan too!’
The graduate student waited for the concert to begin, shaking his head when his homemate friend heard it, putting his hand on the keyboard.
Shortly thereafter, a rainbow line appeared on the black screen and the countdown began.
-3333
-I love you
,
Testa
.
-Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhook
hooked the comments in no time, and soon the screen was turned on with a somewhat exciting classic accompaniment.
A performance hall with 7 chairs.
It was the same scene as the poster.
In other words, there was no testa yet.
-Ohh
-Where is the testa
? -Before it appeared?
‘Are you appearing now? Maybe from the door? Is Moondae the host?’
It was the moment when the graduate student was excitedly kneeling and looking into the screen.
Suddenly a voice was heard.
[Welcome to the audience participation type talk concert.]
“…!”
It was Park Moon-dae.
-From door to door.
-Is only your voice coming out?
-Where
will it appear?
It was a time when a graduate student was quickly posting ‘Mundae is the best!’ in the comments.
[Before the performance begins, your choice is required for smooth progress.]
A phrase appeared on the electronic display board at the back of the performance hall.
[Testa said]
1. Cool
2. Cute
“…??”
The graduate student’s eyes turned into peas and looked at the screen.
‘this…what?’
The real-time comment window is also filled with question marks and laughter.
I could still hear the peaceful voice of Moondae Park.
[If you post the number as a real-time comment in combination with the # button on the keyboard, the number you selected will be counted on the display board.] [Please
choose < as you like >.]
Listening to the story, some people quickly wrote the corresponding combination in the comment window. I looked.
-#1
-#2
The moment it goes up as a comment.
Numbers started to run next to the phrase on the electric signboard in the actual screen.
[Testa]
1. Cool (25)
2. Cute (31)
It was a definite reflection.
-omg!
-Hey, I used this for a concert.
That’s how the 21st century non-face-to-face talk concert began.
