If I can’t debut, I’ll get sick to death Episode 179
I have so many things to say to this bastard, but I’ll start with this first.
“Let me ask you a little bit. How could you be so sure that a crazy plan like kidnapping would go unnoticed? Even after my vacation, everyone will be frantic to find it.”
“….”
Cheong-Ryeo looked at this side with dark eyes and answered without heightening.
“Because I was planning to finish it in ten days.”
I must have checked the vacation period on my smartphone.
“If I show no signs of committing suicide within ten days, it means that you intend to kill me. Well sir.”
I slightly corrected my posture. and asked again.
“And you firmly believe that if I die, I will restart. I understand, but where did you get the belief that you will return with me?”
It is a question that cannot be asked.
“Didn’t you think that I would just die and be arrested here as a murderer of idols from other groups?”
“….”
“Seniors.”
Cheong-ryeo leaned her back on the chair. It was an expressionless face.
“well…I wouldn’t have caught it.”
“…!”
“You have your phone…In an idol group with a lot of accidents like Testa, if you give them the right gesture, there won’t be any police investigations if a member disappears. The agency blocks it.”
Cheong-rye smiled faintly.
“You might think that you gave up because you were under a lot of pressure, or that you ran away because you got settled and lost your original intention. And looking for each other… Eventually, when the cost becomes high, they give up. Even if there is no junior, the remaining group will make enough money and eventually focus on rolling it.”
“….”
“That’s how Park Moon-dae is treated as ‘suspended for health reasons’ and disappears. hmm…After a year or two, I think only people who occasionally sell memories will come out.”
It’s a leap.
The contract period remains intact, but there is no way that the agency with T1 on its back will give up ‘Park Moondae’ easily.
Besides, my topicality right now is at the level of being among the top 10 idols. The aftermath of a sudden suspension of activities will not disappear so easily.
…But in terms of overall freezing… …There was a plausibility that made people creepy.
‘X feet.’
I almost fell behind. Even though I clicked my tongue, I was satisfied with the conversation itself.
“okay. Thank you for your testimony.”
“…?”
I took something out of my pocket.
This is my smartphone where the recording was running.
“…!”
“I found it quickly because I put it in a more boring place than I thought.”
He turned off the power and connected it to his laptop and used a message application to bypass the connection, as if he had even considered tracking the location of this baby.
Anyway, my smartphone, which I found in the dishwasher, was fortunately intact.
I hit the stop recording button.
“Even if I reported it anyway, if you look at the situation, it was assault on both sides, so if it spreads to the media, the controversy only grows, and I think I was aiming for a picture where my last mission failed due to the issue.”
I tapped my smartphone.
“I made a recording and left all the circumstantial photos, and even set up automatic backup to the cloud.”
“….”
“It means that if I get out of here and report it, it’s over.”
“is it so?”
“yes. So, go a little in cooperation.
I sat down on a chair and punched him in the face.
puck!
A short, dull sound rang out coolly.
My stomach is full.
Cheong-rye seemed to be fumbling with her tongue to see if her mouth had burst, but there was no great agitation.
“…I can’t even make a comeback anyway. um that hurts He said he was not feeling well.”
“The bastard who passed out after being beaten by a bad guy survived only his mouth.”
“Haha, but I thought I wouldn’t report it anyway.”
Cheongryeo met her eyes.
“Even with the evidence, I don’t think it would leave any room for getting caught up in an accident like this and interfering with the mission.”
“yes.”
I nodded.
“But if you get too mad…don’t know I might solve it right after the last mission is over.”
“….”
“It might be a bit noisy, but there is no one in the group who can oppose it. I think it will go smoothly until the report. How is it?”
On the contrary, only those who are astonished at what they did without reporting it quickly will come out.
That looks good already.
However, the guy’s reaction to hearing this was… was out of specification.
“yes? ha ha ha.”
Cheongryeo smiled brightly.
“I thought you were smart, but you’re pure blindness.”
“…!”
“Is the team good now? Oh now this must be awesome. It’s so nice to have good grades and have a lot of enemies outside, so we have to unite.”
Cheongryeo lowered her head.
“But how many years do you think it will last?”
“…!”
“Not even a few years. Even after a year or a year, there will be people saying strange things.”
The guy looked into space. It was a boring look, as if recalling an obvious past.
“Everyone out there, from the bullshit about finding oneself to the guy who sells groups while in and out of clubs. It’s the same no matter what team you build. Human passion and sincerity are exhausting.”
“….”
“Think about it even if it doesn’t seem like it now. Were there any minor flaws that bothered you? later they… It comes back with great disappointment.”
A low, calm voice finished.
“After the tour is over and one more payment is received, it is not known whether there will be a single person who tells juniors not to do anything stupid and let’s move on quietly.”
“….”
I don’t trust people too much… This bastard was the best ever, perhaps because it came from repeated experiences.
I was speechless, looked at him and shrugged my shoulders.
So, what are you saying, don’t uselessly fixate on things and start anew focusing on efficiency?
It’s ridiculous.
“If it doesn’t fit, we will disband later. The mission must have been completed.”
“…!!”
“It can be done only with like-minded people…If it’s worse than the year, I’ll quit. Why are you going to live in the group so much? Oh yeah. I’ve been thinking about it ever since I heard about the restart.”
I crossed my arms.
“Shouldn’t VTIC be on a downtrend?”
“what?”
“Isn’t it a floor that you can eat at the top tier for thousands of years? It’s prime time because it’s over.”
Anyway, no matter how popular an idol group is, there will inevitably be a section where you go through the military and come down after passing the peak.
“Even if this is not the case, there will come a day when VTIC will go down, so I don’t know why they are trying to restart it by saying that it will be delayed for some time.”
I don’t think I would have had a delusion that VTIC could be the best in the industry all my life.
Cheong-ryeo lost her expression for a moment, but soon smiled.
“My juniors haven’t tried it yet, so I don’t know how to feel it, but actually restarting once is not a big deal. If we can increase the lifespan of the group, it’s worth doing.”
The guy bent his upper body slightly.
“And it’s not that the group’s career is going down because of this unexpected event, but it’s because they planned a picture that falls in a very gentle curve. Don’t worry, it will happen next time.”
I threw up a horse.
“It wouldn’t be.”
“what?”
“That perfect career isn’t coming.”
I tried to hold my chin, but my hands felt sore, so I stopped. Damn.
“A downtrend in VTIC is an inevitable event, and it just changes the timing. But how do you know which downside timing is the most perfect? Are you going to keep restarting every time album sales drop?”
I concluded
“Then you will have to restart forever. Rationalizing ‘next time will be better’.”
“….”
Cheong-ryo opened her mouth slightly as if she was trying to answer, but she couldn’t answer right away.
There was no expression on the face.
‘I think I stabbed something.’
I don’t know if it was a mine or a switch, but I had to harden it now.
‘I have to break the momentum.’
I can’t let this guy interfere with my work any longer.
After all, there is nothing more to save now that we have come this far. put an end here
I opened my mouth first.
“Anyway, even if I die, I can’t restart, so there won’t be a chance for that.”
Cheongryeo opened her mouth almost inertia.
“…So, if the mission fails.”
“I die. just.”
I untied my arms.
and told the truth
“I wasn’t originally at Bakmundae.”
“…!!”
“I was originally a college graduate, but when I woke up, I was in the body of Park Moon-dae. It didn’t restart, it just entered someone else’s body.”
It’s ridiculous even when I say it. I chuckled.
“So maybe if the mission fails and you die…Even in the best case, it seems like going back to my body is the end. is not it?”
“….”
“Wasn’t it strange in the first place? I don’t think I felt like I was in my early 20’s. I was originally 29.”
For the first time, all sorts of colors flashed across Cheongryeo’s face. Doesn’t sound like you’re lying.
The guy muttered blankly.
“It can’t be.”
“Because it is. Why would I lie when I have you all caught up?”
I rubbed the back of my neck and laughed.
I haven’t talked about it for fear of becoming a weakness, but since the evidence of the attempted murder is in my hand, I can say this much.
It’s all cool inside.
“You can’t restart now.”
“….”
Well, I was definitely agitated.
now…I’m reluctant, but I’ll stick out a carrot instead of a whip for a perfect seal.
“therefore…It means you don’t have to give up on life now just because you have a flaw.”
“…!”
“What you have is that it won’t disappear anymore. So just live comfortably. Raising a dog and doing what I want to do.”
If I can cleanly lose my hand here, I really don’t want to sue.
Of course, I would claim compensation for damages.
‘If I can not get involved in the future, I’ll be satisfied with a loss.’
I fidgeted with the itchiness coming from the cut.
“….”
Cheong-ryeo lowered her head. The hands tied to the table tie were shaking slightly.
At that moment, a pop-up appeared.
[‘Okay, you’re right (A)’ activates!]
I don’t know what this means, so let’s wait.
“….”
Cheong-Ryeo raised her head after quite a while.
It was a surprisingly calm face.
“I don’t know what to do.”
“You’ll have to find out.”
“is it.”
Her voice was calm, but there was something like a strange melancholy.
‘I guess I would do that.’
If that guy hasn’t been successful as an idol, he’s been restarting over and over again, so he must have put all his value judgments on VTIC’s success.
‘Otherwise it will turn around more.’
And if the mission is not cleared, the situation that keeps resetting must have been processed in the brain as an ‘opportunity for VTIC’s perfect success’.
But now, I blocked it and said, ‘That’s not an opportunity, it’s giving up!’
And I don’t know what will happen in the future, but right now, this guy definitely seemed to have lost his fighting spirit.
‘Fuck it.’
Now that the first evidence is revealed, the second is my situation, and the third is a mental attack, I’ll justify it on my own for about half a year.
‘And by then, the mission is over.’
It was great.
I immediately got up from my chair.
“Then I go. I’ll leave it next to the tool, so take care of it.”
Since your movement is limited, it will be difficult to pick up and throw the tool.
Took.
“….”
Cheong-rye looked at the toolbox I was pushing with my foot and then said softly.
“If you wait a bit, I can give you a ride to your accommodation.”
“No specifications. It was clear that he had inhaled the anesthetic.”
“….”
At a glance, it seemed that it was a suburb of Seoul, so it would not be a problem to take a bus for an hour or two to get to the accommodation.
The wrist scars are also long, so you won’t be able to see them.
I took my smartphone and immediately headed for the front door.
A voice came from behind.
“…sorry.”
That feeling and attitude should last for more than half a year. Or I’ll put you in jail even if you do some damage.
I immediately opened the door and came out. The wind hit me in the face.
It was cool.
* * *
I immediately caught an intercity bus at a nearby stop and headed to my accommodation.
I had to transfer once, but it wasn’t a complicated route, so there was no big problem.
The problem was that the pain came on and on.
‘I’ll have to check it out.’
I was thinking of inventing an excuse once I got back to the dorm.
I checked my smartphone on the bus to forget the pain.
First of all, in the group message room, quite a lot of words have been exchanged since the vacation.
It mainly went back to talking about the current situation and chatting about where and what they were doing, but there was also a guy who sang ‘Park Moon-dae’ without an answer.
It’s like this.
[Big Sejin: Moondaemun University? Did you cancel your smartphone?]
[Keun Se-jin: Looking for Park Moon-dae…No matter how much vacation it is, to cut ties with the world… Indeed, Tibet is relentless]
And Cheong-Ryeo answered like this.
[Me: Stop it.]
Honestly, it’s a creepy synchro rate.
‘…It’s more plausible than I thought.’
I timidly checked other private message rooms.
[Kim Rae-bin: Moon Dae-hyung’s grandmother is asking for a video call. I’m really sorry, but could you give me one chance? I will set the date and time as desired!]
After that, a picture of Hallasan Mountain flashing in primary colors with ‘Thank you always to you ♫’ written in fluorescent colors was attached.
“….”
what should i say… It was a very predictable situation.
And Cheong-ryo, who pretended to be ‘Park Moon-dae’, was neatly rejected.
[Me: Sorry. I want to rest, but will it be okay next time?]
[Raebin Kim: I’m really sorry. All right. See you after vacation!]
This was a bit like that.
‘Even though it’s not difficult.’
After going to the hospital, I checked the rest again, thinking that I should do it if I came to my senses.
They were all similar. It’s the kind of thing you refuse when you suggest something.
[Bae Se-jin hyung: I’ve seen three things for sale, but which one looks better in equilibrium to you? (Photo)]
[Bae Se-jin hyung: If you’re busy, you don’t have to reply]
[Me: I’m not sure. I’m sorry.]
It’s like this here too.
[Sunahyeon: Moondae, I’m on a trip with my family near Mt. Seorak, and I like the autumn leaves because they’re really
pretty .
Same.
And the last trace of Cheongnyeol was found in the group message room.
[Me: I came to the hotel to rest more earnestly. See you all at the end of vacation.]
[Big Sejin: Wow vacation! (Emoji) Tell me, is it 5 stars??]
“….”
From there, there was no reply.
Somehow it was like that.
It feels like the vacation has flown by.
‘X feet.’
As expected, when the status ailment is over, I’ll explode and kill him.
Fortunately, looking at the date, I still have half of my vacation left. I calmed down as much as I could and leaned my head against the back of the bus.
Since it was a weekday, no one recognized me wearing a mask and hat on an empty bus, and I was able to arrive at the accommodation peacefully.
However, my physical condition was not at peace.
‘Damn it.’
As soon as I opened the front door of the dorm and entered, I collapsed on the floor as I let out a sigh of relief.
puck.
I could hardly feel the marble sticking to my cheeks because of the burning sensation in my whole body.
‘X feet.’
this was a big deal I can’t move.
It feels like all of the cartilage is gone.
no power at all
‘ambulance.’
Can not be done. Looking at the injuries left on his body now, he looks like a crime victim.
I’ve dealt with it this far, but useless controversy before processing abnormal conditions is a specification.
‘Wouldn’t it be okay if I fainted and woke up?’
It’s a little embarrassing, but the way to collapse a little in the hallway like this… ….
Gyeeing-
Smartphone.
who called
I almost unconsciously pressed the receive button on my smartphone.
After a few days, the voice I heard rang.
– Oh, I got it… ….
I stopped talking.
“now…Accommodation 119…don’t call… Some hospital… ….”
-what??
“company…Please don’t contact me… …
-Is it Moondae? Park Moondae!
I just spread out.
This is what I said, but it was a deep sleep in a few days.
