Chapter 379:
Memories are fragments.
When you think of a cool forest, you feel the illusion of hearing the sound of leaves swaying in the wind, and you think of master’s grilled meat cooked with crude cooking skills while watching a blazing bonfire, because that’s the correct answer.
‘Then, are all the things I’ve been through for the sake of this moment?’
Yooseong Shin felt as if the pieces were spreading with each step. When her feet touched the steps, her emotions spread like waves in a calm lake.
that buck
despair in one.
sorrow for both.
love to three
sorrow on the net.
Loneliness at five.
regret at six.
Memories just exist. There is no distinction between good and evil. However, it was like a sharp sword, and sometimes it left a scar on Shin Yoo-seong.
However, Shin Yoo-seong decided to accept all of that. Rather than blaming others, I thought it was the right way to change myself and face it.
I believed that the effort could change others, and even those who thought they were wicked could change.
Jeok-jeok-
Then, is the present that has happened now because of the misjudgment made in the past? Shin Yuseong looked up at the red six-pointed star engraved in the sky. The star-shaped barrier that stretched from Sky Island to Bi Island was made of velvet mana.
‘Velvet’s mana…’
There is no mercy in Shin Ha-yoon’s judgment.
If Shin Yoo-seong had no power to retrieve the glass heart, Velvet’s short life would have ended with that. It is incomprehensible to common sense Shin Yoo-seong to sacrifice the life of others for his own selfish purpose.
But I had to admit it.
He had to admit that there is that kind of person in the world and that it was none other than his own sister.
However, among Shin Yoo-seong’s various emotions, what stands out the most is pure anger.
“…Yooseong, do you have moments when you get angry too?”
Since when have you been waiting?
Shin Ha-yoon walked out with a smile in the white mist that could only be seen on highlands.
Shin Yoo-seong clenched his fists when he saw Shin Ha-yoon smiling proudly even after doing such a thing to Velvet and Orca. Even if you are angry, showing that anger is rather shaking inside.
“Give Glassheart back Velvet’s mana.”
However, Shin Ha-yoon, who heard Shin Yoo-seong’s coldly sinking voice, did not miss the feeling.
“Because it’s velvet~ Yooseong, you have a very cute side too, don’t you? Attaching affection to a monster… and even giving it a name.”
Shin Ha-yoon had a natural talent for bullying opponents. With a single word, he scratched the inside and scratched out the most sensitive place.
“…monster?”
“Did Yooseong forget you?”
Saaa –
The water mist danced beautifully on Shin Ha-yoon’s hand. The movement originally looked like Shin Ha-yoon’s [Psychokinesis], but it was somehow different.
The mist merged like a living creature, moving and changing its appearance.
Fluffy – cute tail. A cute little boy with horns on his head and red hair like a sardonyx.
“Kyahang-! dad!”
When the water fog turned into velvet and welcomed Shin Yoo-seong, Shin Ha-yoon stroked the velvet’s horn and said,
“Even if they look harmless now, their human form is still a dragon…isn’t it a monster to attack?”
If Shin Yoo-seong tried to control his emotions, Shin Ha-yoon was already one step ahead. He knew all too well how to control other people’s emotions and make them react as he intended.
Hwaaak-!
“I am a Hunter. Is it my job to deal with such a dangerous monster?”
The flames of mana escaped from Velvet’s heart like a powerful stream.
“Kyaauk-!”
In an instant, Velvet fell to the floor and stretched out her hand in agony. The velvet, which reached out pitifully, slowly dissipated into a mist of water.
This is Shin Ha-yoon’s newly awakened dreamy power. It’s just a simple mist. Even though he promised himself that way, emotions he had never felt before embraced Shin Yoo-seong.
All of his bodily sensations were focused on Shin Ha-yoon. I wanted to subdue Shin Ha-yoon with force right away and pour out all the anger inside my body.
This must be obvious anger.
Cold and hot anger.
“…Someday, Shin Ha-yoon, I felt pity for you.”
Shin Yuseong no longer called Shin Ha-yoon his sister. I never expected a family relationship. It’s been a long time since I cut off those feelings.
“Because no one will understand you and you will walk a lonely and lonely road.”
Shin Yoo-seong took off the hair tie he had received from Yoo Won-hak. The first gift I received along with the first teaching had a very special memory.
weight of power.
noble courage.
love for humans.
These were values that I had never known before being in the Shin-O family.
“But that was just my standard. You will not be lonely or forlorn.”
I believed that the teaching was right.
“Because you are a monster with no respect for others, no fear, no love, nothing.”
I wanted to live like that.
I wanted to be like that.
He believed that he would become the strongest fighter and use his two fists in the right way according to his teachings.
However, Shin Yoo-seong quietly recited words that went against his teacher’s teachings and went against his convictions.
“…you are not human. The monster that needs to be eliminated from this world is you, not Velvet.”
Fluttering –
Shin Yoo-sung’s hair tie fluttered in the wind. Was it a teaching or a belief?
Shin Yuseong’s mana bloomed.
Instead of the usual blue energy, the deep red energy seemed to embody life.
“It’s living to the point where your skin tingles. Do you want to tear me apart with that lizard’s revenge?”
That moment when Shin Ha-yoon giggles and bursts into laughter. Shin Yoo-seong’s hand had already pierced Shin Ha-yoon’s body during that time, which was only a split second of time.
Poo-!
Shin Ha-yoon became a water mist and scattered with a terrible sound of physical force bursting the moisture.
“It’s not like you.”
A water mist smiled.
“Aren’t you even controlling your strength?”
“You just crossed the line.”
“Thanks to that lizard’s mana, I transcended.”
Several alter egos that sprung up around Shin Yuseong were making a loud
noise.
“I can’t lose to you, an F-class since birth.”
A dream bloomed in the water mist.
Shin Ha-yoon, who loosened her hair among the alter egos in school uniform, greeted Shin Yoo-seong wearing a dress.
“No one will understand. That is why I have never once sought your understanding.”
I don’t know what it feels like to have all the knowledge the moment I was born. Until you find the answer, you don’t know what a repeating life is.
“okay. A normal human would never know. The fact that fragments of memory can sometimes become a deadly poison that kills people…”
Shin Ha-yoon’s body melted into a sticky liquid as she spoke. An eerie purple mist covers the surroundings. The liquid solidified and changed its color to form different shapes.
“Admit it. Yoo Seong-ah. You are strong.”
Shin Ha-yoon, who transformed into a 7-year-old, had her hands behind her back and smiled brightly, typical of children.
“Even the head of the family didn’t notice. You are the chosen human being.”
Another clone rose from the ground like a mushroom. Young Shin Ha-yoon walked around and smelled the scent of flowers on the floor.
“You are beautiful and strong, and you have your own upright convictions.”
This time, Shin Ha-yoon, who returned to her original form, rose from the floor wearing a dress.
However, Shin Ha-yoon’s changed appearance wasn’t just because she let her hair down or wore a dress. Deep purple eyes like a lake made Shin Ha-yoon look like a completely different person.
“So you must have believed that you could do anything until now?”
Shin Ha-yoon spoke as if he could see through the essence of Shin Yoo-seong. Even if you hit the body with your fist, it made a popping sound and only smoke rose from the punctured body.
“So, would it really have changed?”
As Shin Ha-yoon said, she transcended and became a witch. Aurora, the basis of power, became food and was absorbed into the body.
“Now that I have regained Morgan’s power, I can know anything. …even your heart and memory. You have failed.”
Shin Yoo-seong turned his head at a glance.
– I messed up again…
There was Sumire with her head down in despair.
– I’m begging you… please… save my brother…
There was Kim Eun-ah who collapsed in tears. It’s definitely a landscape I’ve seen somewhere. This is a memory Shin Ha-yoon could never know. Shin Ha-yoon stroked Sumire’s head as if she were a cute baby animal.
“Yoosung. I know your heart.”
Shin Ha-yoon’s tender voice, which approached me as if it were stuck in my brain, rather than being conveyed through the air, is sweet.
“I must have been happy for a while by giving hope to a frustrated girl and saving someone. …Because your existence has been acknowledged.”
Is it because of hallucinations?
Or is it because of the purple mist that surrounds it? As Shin Ha-yoon’s alter egos surrounded him, Shin Yu-seong felt his strength draining from his body.
“As if you know me. Do not say.”
I denied it with my mouth, but it’s not like Morgan is talking without any information. Morgan is the one who makes the rules in this fantasy world.
“There is no point in denying it. It is possible to fool me, but Yooseong cannot fool you himself.”
As he listened to Shin Ha-yoon’s story, Shin Yoo-seong’s fists became as heavy as wet cotton. It felt like the solid ground was melting like a swamp.
“Actually, you know. The reason you crave affection from monsters…is because of the memories of being abandoned by us.”
Witches are strong.
Would it have been possible to defeat Lewis, the Witch of Winter, without the sacrifice of Cronus? Was it possible to overwhelm with only one’s own skills?
Maybe it was arrogance that he came to see Shin Ha-yoon alone?
Emotions are amplified in the dream world. Doubt and despair, which would normally not be heard, easily rose up.
“Poor Yooseong.”
Shin Ha-yoon’s body became bigger than Cheon Gong Island. Shin Ha-yoon, who reached the sky, whispered with a pitiful face as if he was really pitiful.
“You really don’t know? That lizard and party member will never be your family.”
Shin Ha-yoon’s huge fingers pressed down on the fallen Kim Eun-ah. Kim Eun-ah screamed as if she would be torn apart, but all of this was just a hallucination.
“Yoosung-!”
Even if Sumire screamed anxiously.
“Heugyaak Party Leader!”
Even when surprised Amy opens her eyes wide and screams.
“Cool, I’m fine Yoosung!”
Even when Siwoo Lee looks up with blood dripping from his mouth.
“Please…”
Shin Yoo-seong did not waver even when Adela cried out in despair.
Anger-!
Even when Shin Ha-yoon’s feet trampled the bodies of his colleagues, Shin Yoo-seong did not shake.
“…I’ll make it that way this time too. Do you understand, Yoosung?”
Shin Ha-yoon, who made him despair, provoked him again with a fishy smile, but Shin Yoo-seong did not waver. It was because of one emotion that bloomed in Shin Yoo-seong’s heart even in the midst of mind-blurring hallucinations and drowsy despair.
Hwaaa-
Shin Yuseong’s eyes, as deep as a lake, looked directly at Shin Ha-yoon. The heart in those eyes was so calm that at first glance it seemed emotionless.
Shin Ha-yoon’s provocation, which even brought up a colleague, could have been swayed by the usual Shin Yoo-seong.
However, Shin Yoo-seong has already abandoned his teachings and abandoned his beliefs. The untied hair was blown away by the wind.
The window that I saw with a heart that had no emotions seemed like a colorless world. Shabby colors tend to reveal the essence of things more plainly.
Shin Yoo-seong laughed at Shin Ha-yoon, an old bad relationship.
“You’re the one who’s scared.”
