Episode 544. Recollections of a reincarnated person (6) + Disciple and reincarnated person (1)
“What a quirky story. You ask me to be your teacher all the time. You don’t seem to care about the other person at all.”
“hey… … Shen. Can you look into your conscience and tell me?”
At that time, who was the one who came running close and fell face down with the momentum of being hit by the upper caravan?
“Whatever. So I decided to teach the idiot. At first, I thought he would hit me right away, but he came to visit me almost every day.”
Yet the story continues.
I even started to explain.
Disciples and Reincarnated Persons (1)
I’m a little sorry for Elmena, but I didn’t have the heart to properly teach her at first.
I just accepted it with half annoyance and half with a feeling that I didn’t know why I agreed.
That’s why I passed on simple knowledge at first.
Sometimes, as a half-prank, he taught me with a little twist.
… … The problem was that I had to correct it in a hurry because I really wanted to hear it and use it somewhere.
what is it Grumpy or whatever, he’s a guy who just accepts things as they are.
‘Yes, he’s still young.’
That was my first impression of her.
don’t know the world
The days lived are very short.
Even more so, in her case, she had been bedridden until the past day.
With that reaction, it must have shown curiosity about everything in the world.
“Incredible!”
She always shouted that way whenever she taught something.
There are still many unknowns.
That’s why learning is new and the desire to take on challenges is born.
‘… … Is it like that?’
It’s really embarrassing, but I felt a little bit of envy when I saw that side.
What is now disgusting to me is new to people like her.
Watching her like that makes me feel bitter.
It’s a passion I don’t have.
There is a heat in her that has completely cooled off for me.
‘Does that mean I’m really losing my original intention?’
There seemed to be no better words to say to people like me than these words.
‘… … There’s no way this immature lady would know.’
I didn’t dare to show it when I was teaching her, thinking that it would be disrespectful to reveal her inner thoughts.
But did you see me like that?
“I thought about it before, but sometimes you think everything is boring. Why are you doing that?”
Until she suddenly said this while being taught as usual.
On this day, I was in the middle of organizing theories about simple pharmaceuticals.
More than anything else, Elmena was interested in pharmacy.
Maybe it’s because he’s been sick, so he feels different.
I was just thinking about whether it would be better to have them take this direction at all, seeing that they are learning in moderation.
But then, all of a sudden, he asked such a stupid question.
While reciting the theory eagerly, I kept my mouth shut.
“Hey, don’t talk nonsense during class.”
“I was curious before. Master usually has eyes that are tired of everything. Do you know?”
“… … Did you?”
I deliberately left off the pretense.
“not a big deal. Don’t you mind?”
“Are you concerned? From a learner’s point of view, if the teaching side is saggy, I lose my motivation.”
“You are indeed a cheeky disciple.”
I sighed and grumpily erased the theory I had written on the blackboard.
“Ah! I still don’t understand.”
“Suddenly, you should understand this even if you don’t have to tell me. How many years do you think you learned?”
“Bulcho disciple, it’s only been 3 months?”
“hmm. did you? It’s been three months.”
I’m not really interested in the sense of time.
“In the first place, Master has no consideration for the learner!”
“Because I didn’t do it on purpose.”
“and!”
Did you think I was like this because I didn’t know?
Now that he had come and confided in Elmena, he made an angry face.
“If you twist it, hit it.”
“… … Master, where did you go and hear a lot of bad personality?”
“hmm. I think I’ve heard it 10,000 times.
No, 20,000 times? Roughly, I haven’t counted since then.”
I have no interest in counting bad reviews.
It seems wrong to teach today anyway.
This is all thanks to our distracted disciple talking nonsense.
And it’s my fault for not hiding my true feelings.
“so… … Why did you say that you look tired? … ? Does it really look like that?”
“Sometimes you look at me like an old man who has lived his whole life.”
“Are you a disciple? Aren’t you talking a bit harsh? Who taught you this habit?”
“Did you learn from Master?”
am i the master? Is it right for now?
is he my disciple?
Perhaps the first thing I should teach her is manners, not knowledge.
I will protest very properly to that lord one day.
Is that an answer to the question I just had?
I replied with a self-deprecating smile.
Because there is nothing to hide.
“It’s just because I’m fed up with it.
No big deal.”
“… … Oh, I’m a bit of an ugly disciple. Yes, yes.”
why are you dull
“It’s not because you’re slow to learn… … I think it’s rather fast.”
I’m not joking, the reason I talked about the past few years is because the speed at which she learns is really comparable to that of other ordinary people over the past few years.
“Ahahaha. It’s embarrassing.”
“This is why I didn’t want to talk… … Anyway, you still don’t know.
When it comes to me, I get bored with anything. Well, I’m fed up with bringing up the same theory as before. That’s all.”
“Ugh? Is it like that? But what about other people? There is no end to learning. No matter how much you explore, something new will always unfold.”
As expected, Elmena did not understand what I was saying.
Indeed it is. Tired of knowing too much
“You don’t have to understand. You won’t even understand me anyway. It wouldn’t be able to wear out that much in the life of one human being. At this point, there is no answer. There are no medicines.”
“Hmm? Could it be that you are tired?”
After listening to my words, Elmena thought it over and came to that conclusion.
“I think it’s good to take a break at that time.”
“… … It’s because I don’t know.”
Why am I even saying this in the first place?
she doesn’t know
She’s just an ordinary, nerdy girl.
What’s left after arguing with the kid- I’m sure I’ll be ashamed of this moment later.
So I just gave up and threw it away.
“… … Master?”
However, Elmena remained silent with her lips slightly open.
Did I make a strange face again?
“I don’t know, but I think I understand the meaning of being bored with Master, at least in a similar way.”
“???? what?”
“I spent most of my life in the hospital bed. It was just a while ago.”
“What are you talking about?”
“It is not easy to go out of the same room every day. That was my world.”
This time she pours out words.
“People react differently at first. I sympathize with you and talk to you. But after all, it’s all the same. It gets boring.”
Elmena still doesn’t look away from me.
“Everyone has eyes like that.”
Come to think of it, this guy looks straight into people’s eyes when he speaks strangely.
Oh was it like that
Previously, when this guy said he roughly estimated a person’s mood, I thought I was reading it from his facial expression, but I was wrong.
All she sees are eyes.
“maybe. I think I feel the same way.”
“… … don’t bullshit It can’t be the same, can it?”
Even if you want to give it as the correct answer, it is nothing more than a clumsy answer.
“It is different in the first place. You can see a lot from now on. But I am not.”
“I guess so.”
In the end, even Elmena backed off as if she couldn’t deny this.
No, try a little more refutation… … .
done.
I finally took the strength off my shoulders.
What do you mean by a child?
“Apart from your absurd assertion.
okay… … There are many things I haven’t seen.
Right.”
“yes? What?”
What is it?
Yeah, that’s a way to shut up that bullshit.
She pretends to understand because she doesn’t know the world yet.
ok then let me know
“not a big deal. Established class policy for the future. At first, I thought I would just teach everything here. My mind has changed.”
I shrugged lightly and pointed my thumb toward the window.
“If you want to see it, I will show it to you. The wide world.”
It was just a whim.
“Something? What about that clumsy cuckold?”
“teacher. I don’t think that’s too bad.”
“Noisy.”
After curbing the audience’s booing with a moderate amount of profanity, I scratched my cheek and admitted that I would later admit it.
“At first, I was a bit crazy. Then I just… … My personality was twisted.”
“Yeah, it’s still twisted. Are you satisfied?”
I know this.
I shook my head and decided to continue my previous explanation.
I’ll have to finish what you said.
So listen to the end.
“Anyway, from then on, I was simply taking classes. I took him around to show him all the way the idiot wanted him to.”
It’s just to let the world know.
That was all.
I took it with me everywhere I could go at the time.
Anyway, at that time, I already knew everything about that planet.
The magic of that world was also mastered, so it wasn’t too difficult to take her around.
It was pretty absurd for a day trip.
Even Elmena, who was excited and excited at first, thought that if she continued doing this, her emotions would fade a little.
I thought I would feel the mannerisms I had hoped for.
“… … But somehow the idiot seems to be getting more and more excited.”
“… … no that’s… … ?”
“Lirensen? I’m not blind either, so don’t be silly. I know now.”
After I silenced Rerensen, I only smiled bitterly with a complicated meaning.
“But at the time, I was so foolish that I didn’t even know that… …
That day, too, I took Elmena to an unexplored place at the end of the continent for class.
It is to teach about plants that grow only here.
In order to teach pharmacology in earnest, it is necessary to understand the raw materials.
Well, the primary reason is that, and the secondary reason is that the unexplored scenery here is quite worth seeing.
But as long as I am sane, I cannot tell you the second reason.
“and… … Incredible… … high!
Very high!”
Elmena, as always, admired the unexplored landscape.
“Look at that! It’s Red Bird! It’s a monster you can’t see where I live.”
“Hey, I know how you feel, but don’t shout too much. They are sensitive to sound. If you make a mistake, they will fly right in to eat you.”
I nagged as usual and patted her head with the palm of my hand.
always the same
“… … Anyway, I admire you every time. Isn’t it about time you got tired of it?
It’s such an unexplored place, I’ve come here several times already.”
I said half-jokingly.
maybe she doesn’t know
That the words just before contained the feeling of envy.
“Whoop whoop. I have a secret.”
secret?”
“Yes, as Master said, seeing great and beautiful things every time may make you less moved. I am also an ordinary person.”
“Oh, did you?”
It doesn’t look like that at all.
Who was the lady who was running around just a moment ago?
“You don’t believe me at all… … Anyway, the trick is to think of having fun anytime, anywhere!”
“… … Is that the secret?”
“It works!”
Elmena shouted confidently.
