The great mage who transcends by regression, episode 48,
took this incident as an opportunity to once again reflect on the truth of life.
you can hit
Of course, it doesn’t mean that you can just hit it right away, but it means that it’s better to hit a guy with enough karma than to ask half-heartedly and move on.
You think it’s a bit strange?
It’s weird right… ….
To put it bluntly, since it is Walpurgis, should I call it Walpurgis common sense?
“So you get it, Weiss?”
“….”
“If you look at it from a national point of view, the fact that you were beaten so badly a few days ago is rather good value for money.”
“….”
“How can I express this? Have you been subjected to reasonable violence? Yes, it was a smart hit.”
At that, Wise stared at me without saying a word.
The red eyes visible through the bandages wrapped tightly all over the body contained so many emotions.
“hey.”
“what. Why are you calling me?”
“What the hell did I do?”
Wise, who spent a peaceful day in bed for several days, sometimes looked out the window with vague eyes.
Wise looked at me with the eyes of that time and said.
“Why the hell did the Walpurgis family end up like this….”
“Did you grow up well?”
“It’s great, damn it. Who would have known that he would evolve into darkness like a real dog… …What the hell happened.”
“hmm.”
I know.
As you can see, I am the one who directly confirmed the long history of Walpurgis.
where did it go wrong
no, is it wrong?
Still, if you look at the results apart from the process, it’s a master magician that produces warriors and grand mages from generation to generation.
depending on…isn’t that a success
I looked at Wise with those kind of eyes, and Wise said to me with black dead eyes.
“What are you thinking…You seem to know, so don’t just say it out of your mouth.”
“There’s nothing wrong with being proud of your family.”
“…It’s not wrong, though.”
Wise spoke slowly with eyes filled with deep remorse.
“I thought it was too complicated. It’s not Walpurgis, it’s just you… ….”
“No, what are you saying… ….”
“Listening, I heard that you were the one who awakened the inner demon of the current head of household.”
“….”
accurate…That’s a critique.
Everything Wise said was fact, so I couldn’t refute it.
but.
My dad was a really gentle guy until I did some weird stuff.
It is said that it was blown in the past, but I have never seen it like that in front of me.
“It’s just that you were the problem, so what kind of blood to find the problem. There was nothing wrong with my blood. just…You were just born.”
Weiss muttered that and closed his eyes.
“Even though the method was a bit radical, Remegeton…It was good to reconcile with him.”
“I see.”
Remegeton had his own sincere conversation after fanning Wise to death.
You might ask if it was okay if we just had a quiet conversation from the beginning, but it wasn’t like the rift between the two could be resolved that easily… …Whatever it was, a clear trigger was needed.
Anyway.
Weiss may have to stay in bed like this for a while, but her goal of mending her relationship with Lemegeton has been successful.
It’s fortunate.
Wise isn’t even an idiot, so he’ll take care of it now.
Even if he is clumsy, he will somehow fulfill his role as the creator and father of Remegeton. Thinking so, I try to get up.
“So what are you going to do?”
Isn’t that why you suddenly ask?
How do you do it?
“What do you mean?”
“What are you going to do next? He said he would go to church. It’s obvious why you’re going there… ….”
“….”
Why the hell is everyone asking this question these days?
“It’s something personal.”
“Are you going to take care of that personal business now? Well, seeing as he hesitates under the pretext of family affairs, I can only guess at a twist.”
There’s nothing this guy can’t say.
It’s true, but isn’t it Sijo?
Actually, from my point of view, it’s correct to call it ‘this person’ rather than ‘this guy’… ….
‘It’s not Solomon, it’s Wise, right?’
He asked me to call him that too, but why would he?
Anyway, I sometimes forget it these days, but it’s Sijo anyway.
In terms of life experience, Wise here is dozens of times more than me.
After hesitating for a while, he said.
“I just want to finish.”
“It will be over.”
Weiss nodded at that.
“Finishing means all of you before going against time.”
“Something like that.”
don’t forget
But now, the moment has come to put an end to everything.
The reason why Gyoguk was chosen as the destination was because Gyoguk judged that it was appropriate to take that ‘period’.
“It’s a worry that’s not like you.”
“It’s not that I’m not like me. It’s just that I haven’t had the time to worry about that until now.”
The last 3 years are different.
As I relaxed and gained more space, these trivial things came to me like challenges.
“I made a list and organized it one by one with the feeling that I was finishing this and that. That, too, is starting to come to an end.”
“hmm.”
“By the way, in the process of organizing, what should I say….”
I muttered that and looked at my palm.
no roughness
His hands could never be clean because he had to deal with a lot of multi-casting and high-circle magic.
It was like that even before the return.
“I don’t cling to those days anymore. without feeling excessive longing. that kind of thing… …Because I have organized myself before.”
“Are you saying it’s difficult with that alone?”
“No, just….”
The purpose of my going to the church.
“On the one hand, it just makes me think like this. The ‘I’ shook off. But maybe the other side… ….”
Other than me, there are people who recalled memories before returning. One way or another, I have a relationship with them.
“Perhaps, perhaps, my existence could become a pain.”
Reflexively, he stroked his hair. The reason is different, but anyway, it’s just as long as before the regression.
Then Weiss said.
“So you’re saying it’s better to just cover it up?”
“…hmm?”
“He is a colleague who shares the same pain as you. What you’re saying now sounds like you’re depriving yourself of a chance to shake off the pain.”
Weiss let out a wry smile after saying that.
“The opportunities are equal. There should be equal opportunity to go through pain and overcome it. Covering it up won’t solve it.”
“….”
“There is a high possibility that this ‘concern’ itself is your own one-sided concern in the first place. You haven’t even arrived at Kyoguk yet, aren’t you thinking about it on your own?”
It’s not too late to go through the problems yourself and make a decision. Saying that, Wise looked at me pitifully.
“I’ve felt it for a long time, but you’re strangely violent and eccentric, and weak in the corps.”
“I’m sorry for being weak.”
“Well, that’s why he’s human.”
Wise said just that and said no more.
Seeing that he immediately notices my troubles and gives advice like this, should I call him the founder?
Thinking that the conversation was over, I was about to leave the room, but Wise grabbed me and said,
“If you can overcome it, enough others can overcome it too. Aren’t they the colleagues who stayed by your side until the end in the first place?”
“….”
“So put aside your useless thoughts and just do what you do.”
There was nothing wrong.
I was thinking of myself to some extent. But pushing your back like this… …Not bad.
Because this is what I needed
“Thank you, Shijo.”
After all, the ancestor of Walpurgis must have been Solomon.
And at that, Wise.
“Stop bullshit.”
After saying that, he turned his head away in embarrassment.
* * *
All the family affairs are now finished.
Somehow, the pseudo-problem was also dealt with, and the relationship problem between Wise and Remegeton was also resolved.
I told my father the truth too.
Then there is only one thing left.
“Is it a church country?”
Finally, the moment to mark the end of my long three-year journey has come. Weiss’s advice must have been there, too. Now there really is no need to delay.
And Lian and Aileen, who had been following me as if they were annoying, looked at me and asked.
“So what are you going for?”
“Because I’m honestly curious.”
The two of them looked at me with their buttocks roughly on the ground, as if they would only move when they heard my answer.
And the set… ….
“No wait. Where did he go again?”
These days, he keeps coming and going and repeating.
where the hell… ….
“Ah, if it was Set-nim, he was dragged away again. He said he would be back in a few days.”
“….”
I expressed my condolences inwardly.
Set, who was taken by Thoth, has been grinding through periodic vigils since then.
It’s kind of like clearing up karma.
Well, since the set is also a sin, I have to pay it back for a long time.
stay strong
“…Well, it’s Set, it’s a guy who will survive even if you throw it in the desert, so he’ll take care of himself.”
So after coming to a rough conclusion like that, I decided to tell the two of them about the purpose of their trip this time.
“If you think about it, it was Gyo-guk that I started all of this journey as a hero. Isn’t it?”
“Yes…ji?”
Ryan nodded his head with a subtle expression. Aileen also had a strange expression on her face, but she nodded anyway.
“Then what is the beginning? In a way, it’s like home. When it’s time for salmon to die, they somehow return to their home river.”
“Are you dying?”
“Let’s lead a healthy linguistic life by understanding our parables as parables.”
I spoke in a solemn manner.
“I want to be a salmon. As a salmon, I want to go back to where I started and finish everything.”
“….”
“A story is always like that. When the time comes to end, you end up where you started.”
The two of them looked more and more incomprehensible as the story continued, but… ….
Okay.
It’s because you don’t know English.
I, who continued to talk bullshit like that, soon stopped talking.
“…Anyway, that’s why I’m going to Gyoguk.”
“Hey, Mikhail?”
When I looked at Eileen who suddenly called me, he said.
“It’s uncharacteristically long to show off your tongue, so just say your purpose clearly.”
“hmm.”
this doesn’t go over
Seeing her still sitting and staring at me makes me want to wake up when I really listen to my purpose… ….
I can’t help it.
“I was just thinking of proposing to you.”
“…Right.”
At those words, Lian quietly nodded and said as if she understood.
“Is it a marriage proposal? Well, to be honest, we did get older. It’s time to get pressured by it.”
“yes.”
“Yes, it is not strange to go to the church to propose marriage….”
Lian, who had been talking until there, suddenly tilted his head, as if he sensed something strange.
“…Wait what?”
Lian started banging on my head as if it was broken.
The same goes for Eileen.
He looks at me with an indescribable expression, as if he had heard something very offensive.
“what…what?”
“therefore.”
It seemed that these two did not hear properly, so I said it clearly again.
“I’m going to propose.”
That’s the end of my story.
decided so
