Episode 586
Sigh! Sigh!
I heard the sound of someone hitting someone in the backyard.
“Wow… you lose again. “It’s not a crazy dog for nothing.”
He is bigger than his peers and his nickname is Crazy Dog.
He chose a child he didn’t like and beat him until he couldn’t stand it anymore.
It is a children’s society that is stronger than that of adults.
The informer is a ‘Japanese guy’.
The moment they reach adulthood, they become Japanese. Everyone makes fun of me by telling me to go to Japan.
With everyone’s connivance, the teacher thinks the crazy dog is a good dog.
“Do the teachers not know? “Are you pretending not to know?”
“It’s hard to take care of your own child, so would you take good care of someone else’s child?”
My older brother, who is one head taller than Jin Cheon-hee, reported this situation to the teacher, and the teacher said it was because you were not friendly.
And they left the crazy dog and his brother together and apologized to each other.
The result is as you can see.
Sigh!
“X-huh….”
Bah!
“Do you think I’m a fool too?”
Bah!
“You bastard, do you think I look like I’m wearing hot pants?”
Crazy Dog and his older brothers were giggling and hitting him for trying to snitch.
Crazy dogs have parents.
I’m not sure why I was given it for some reason.
But sometimes my parents come to see Mad Dog.
“You too be careful. “Because crazy dogs think that kids who are good at studying are not good people.”
Young Jin Cheon-hee said those words.
“are you okay. “I…”
He
dragged the water bucket with him.
“I am… still a necessary person. “If I’m not there, the crazy dog has no one to do his homework.”
It was Jin Cheon-hee, who was doing homework for a 4th grader or older.
However, the answer sheet was never wrong.
“And I am also needed by the daycare teacher.”
It was Jin Cheon-hee’s job to water the orchids every day.
“Then you are the person everyone needs?”
“huh.”
“Then it won’t hurt?”
“It doesn’t hurt.”
That was the only way a child could survive.
Humble yourself, live a good life, and somehow become needed there.
That’s why I got divorced.
At the time when she was pregnant with her child, Jin Cheon-hee was unnecessary in that house.
Jin Cheonhee walked.
Then he suddenly jumped in between the beatings.
“Stop hitting me.”
“Do you know what that bastard was talking about!!!”
“I don’t know. “I don’t know, but the cupboard door is open, so I can eat chocolate pie right now.”
“what?”
“If I don’t go now, I won’t be able to eat.”
Only then did the brothers run to those words.
Two heads are big people.
To Jin Cheon-hee, who was young and smaller than her peers, all of her older brothers seemed like giants.
He then extended his hand to the informer who had been beaten.
“Hyung… are you okay?”
“Are you Cheonhee?”
“yes.”
“…thank you.”
“I only helped what I could. “He was just lucky that the cupboard door happened to be open.”
“Aren’t you scared? “Everyone is afraid of crazy dogs.”
At those words, Jin Cheonhee pulled her facial muscles and laughed again.
“…It’s scary. But what should I do? It’s not like I can fight and win. “For some reason, teachers just leave crazy dogs alone.”
Grumble –
I was a child anyway.
Just do what you can.
Transfer the bucket full of water to the watering can.
From the beginning, all I had to do was grab a watering can and scoop up water, but for some reason the teacher didn’t like that, so I just did it that way.
Isn’t the world mostly absurd anyway?
“I thought you were leaving this time.”
Watering the damn orchid. Receiving water from the bucket again. Water the orchid again.
The orchid drank the water greedily.
I would rather die from overwatering, but there is no way to do that.
The orchid endlessly wanted water.
How many times was it repeated?
I sat down while wiping the sweat with my small hands.
‘Am I a person who doesn’t need me?’
Wasn’t this enough effort?
If there is a hell where good kids go, wouldn’t this be it?
Children who are kind but not really necessary.
Like this bucket of water.
Jin Tianxi thought blankly.
Shootaaaah-
the wind blew.
Light came down through the trees.
Jin Cheon-hee tilted her head between the fluttering silver lights.
“what?”
Something important occurred to me.
I shouldn’t have forgotten, but I did.
The faint scent of snow in this silver heat.
Jin Cheon-hee picked up a watering can.
“hi?”
said the watering can. The director is in over his head.
Even in the strange fantasy, Jin Cheon-hee answered without any hesitation.
“hello.”
Like most nightmares, when I wake up, I feel strange sensations that I don’t feel while dreaming, and I listen to the director’s words from the head-shaped watering can.
“Do you want to be needed?”
“yes.”
Jin Cheon-hee answered without hesitation.
“So it’s safe?”
“yes.”
The crazy dog does not hit Jin Cheon-hee.
Jin Cheon-hee was one of the few children who escaped the violence at the orphanage.
And he was also one of the few children who could stop a crazy dog from hitting people.
“Then you’re not lonely?”
“yes.”
Children come and go.
Some kids even went far away to other countries.
I broke up with a close friend.
Still, it was okay. There was nothing special about it.
I was sick of the way people looked at me.
I hated the teacher who started by checking Jin Cheon-hee every time someone in class lost something.
There were 50 children in one class at Kookmin School (elementary school), and Jin Cheon-hee was always tested first.
But I was jealous of having a fence.
“I see. You want to become someone who is absolutely necessary. “Then will you give me your hair?”
“If I give it to you?”
“You will be the person I need.”
Jin Cheon-hee cut off some of her hair.
The director’s watering can was happy.
Because others were happy, Jin Cheonhee also became happy for some reason.
“You’re a good kid. “Then will you give me your toes next time?”
“why?”
Then, the refugee child I had previously treated crawled out of the orchid pot.
“Teacher, I need you.”
The child stepped on a landmine and lost a toe.
I was lucky. Usually, there are many situations where you just have to remove the leg.
“huh. okay.”
Jin Cheon-hee cut off her toes.
The child was overjoyed.
Eventually, a child emerges from the next flower pot.
“teacher. “I need my left leg.”
“Are you still using crutches?”
“yes.”
“I’ll give it to you too.”
Jin Cheon-hee gave him a leg.
The child was delighted with his tall and beautiful legs.
The children who had been saved crawled out of the flower pots. All of them were children with disabilities.
Jin Cheon-hee removed his fingers and his arms.
I cut off his ears.
I thought as I gave my body to everyone one by one.
‘Why doesn’t this damn flower pot die from overwatering? That’s how they give water.’
Why isn’t the flower pot satisfied even though I water it that much?
Jin Cheon-hee dug out the snow and gave it to her for the last time.
The pretty eyeball went into the child’s hand.
The child was happy as if he had received a jewel.
“teacher. thank you! thank you!”
Jin Cheon-hee gave everything like that.
I’m not sure how much I have left. As much as your forearm, as much as your fist, as much as your fingers.
Why doesn’t an orchid in a flower pot die no matter how much water I give it?
Jin Cheon-hee mutters again.
There is no over-humidification.
How long has it been?
“teacher. “Please give me that.”
“hmm?”
“A white, cold stick. “It’s hanging on my belt, teacher.”
Ice crystal sword.
said the child.
“It’s absolutely necessary. teacher. Will you give it to me too?”
“….”
Jin Cheonhee had only a handful left.
■■■.
He spoke with his body completely torn away and gone.
“This can’t be done.”
“why?”
“This is mine. Better take this instead. I’ll give you my heart “You look pretty even like this.”
My heart was pounding –
my red heart was beating like a baby chick.
The child cries.
“I hate heart! “It has to be an ice crystal sword.”
“Sorry. This can’t be done… I’m so sorry…”
Tears flowed from my empty eyes.
“teacher?”
“…That’s because I shouldn’t give you this. huh?”
“Teacher, why?”
■■■….
I can’t remember, as if I was blocked by a wall.
“Would you like to take my heart instead? huh?”
What can’t this cold stick give me?
“Teacher, then please give me that bracelet. Black dragon bracelet. “It’s black and pretty.”
“Sorry. Wouldn’t you rather have this heart than that? “He always plays well.”
“Cheet. Then what about the Taegeuk pattern black jade sword decoration? “Black and white are so cute.”
“And…are you sure you don’t want to take my heart?”
“Then give me the Cheonjamsa gloves!”
“…my heart feels good. He runs well….”
“Teacher, you’re selfish! It was bad! you idiot!”
The child cried. Jin Cheon-hee did not know what to do and tried to comfort the child.
“…Sorry. He’s a bad, stupid, and selfish teacher. “I can’t give it to you.”
Jin Cheon-hee shakes his head.
I don’t remember what it is.
I don’t even remember the name.
I just foolishly said it over and over again.
“Is there anything else you’d like to have? “My heart is really warm.”
Little Jin Cheon-hee asked, hugging the item as if pleading.
Then the child spoke reluctantly.
“all right. “Then give me that at least.”
Jin Cheonhee was relieved.
So, the moment the child is about to rip out the heart…
why? It feels like someone is getting angry and hitting you on the back.
Jin Cheon-hee laughed and then cried.
“Sorry. “I can’t even give you my heart.”
“All you can do is say sorry, teacher?!”
“But there’s nothing I can do other than say that.”
Jin Cheonhee crouched down. The director asked the watering can.
“You say you want to be a child in need?”
“sorry. But…”
I’m out of breath.
My body is shaking. Even though my whole body was shaking, I couldn’t answer for some reason.
I couldn’t remember why I shouldn’t give it to him.
But it was something that could not be lost.
Those words were the only thing holding me back.
Jin Cheon-hee hugged the ice crystal sword. A cold chill. Looks like someone
Who was it?
It was something that should not be forgotten.
■Lin.
He said.
-It’s a simple thing. You save people and I just have to save you.
Why did that person say that?
I tried calling his name, but my thoughts turned into bubbles, scattered and bursting.
I couldn’t remember.
‘Ah yes. know. But this token must never be given.’
Even if you would give your heart, you should never give it away.
Even on a bet that was 100% guaranteed to win, I felt like my limbs were being torn off just by betting for a moment.
“Give me a black dragon bracelet.”
“Oh, that too….”
W■■.
-Try to endure it twice. Because it’s what my brother said. No matter how many times you think about it, it’s too late.
Why is it late?
I couldn’t remember.
Jin Cheon-hee knows his past. I knew his future.
I know his suffering.
Would you believe me if I told you that I’ve been a fan since I first read the novel?
‘novel? ‘What novel?’
In the novel, his blood route was cider. Since it became a reality, he has been mopping up the blood from his feet behind the scenes.
I was satisfied with those extras.
He often said, ‘My crazy brother.’
why?
Why can’t I remember?
“Isn’t it okay to decorate a Taegeuk sword?”
■Woo.
-If it’s okay, can I treat you like my own brother?
I gave it a name.
I hoped heaven would help. Because the child has suffered enough during this time.
Who made the eyepatch for that eye?
‘Was it me?’
A relationship that didn’t exist in the novel. For some reason, it caught my eye because our situations were similar.
I held on to life and my destiny.
Although people are violent, Wu’s sword is good.
Gwonro was good. I liked those eyes.
I had forgotten that too.
“You can’t even give me Cheonjamsa’s gloves?”
the child asks
-Brother, I think I got lucky today~ Because I’m stuck and won’t fall off.
-Gaga~ I have a mouth too.
■■Hyeon.
Why does this guy think of two things at the same time?
It’s clear that he’s quite an unusual guy.
This guy’s 100,000 evil deeds were erased with just one good deed.
I was afraid because I knew of his evil, but he was also a person and didn’t he show that people’s fates can change?
I liked this guy who was more jealous than anyone else.
Painful, scary, but still kind fingers.
Humans can change into anything.
That is why people are water.
Because of this guy, Hye-ah is saved… Hye-ah?
“Hey Hye.”
This may not be your real name.
But the moment you hear the most precious nickname of ‘the one who will commit a hundred thousand evil deeds’.
at las.
‘Oh, I sent this child to the future.’
I passed on the knowledge and sent it.
He knows that even if he disappears, Hye-ah will take over.
Sa■hye.
Well then…
finally a little more name came to mind.
It is proof that humans can change into humans and that such changed humans can go to the future.
I realized it felt like someone was hitting my back.
‘no. ‘I’m pushing.’
It felt like it was pushing me to go forward.
Jin Cheon-hee feels the wind.
The wind blocked my path, making it difficult to open my eyes.
I could feel the scent of the north wind.
Winter stands with its mouth open.
But I know.
A large bird must have a headwind to gain lift so it can fly.
Didn’t the ancient people also say this?
Daebungyeokpungbi (大鵬逆風飛).
Are my wings enough? Am I a big enough bird?
Master.
someone said
-How many more winters would you like to see in the future?
And Yuho.
Winter is calling.
Jin Cheon-hee waited for a backlash.
May the air be cold enough and bitter enough.
-…You really are a strange human being.
Is that so strange?
In his eyes, Jin Cheon-hee was always a ‘strange person.’
That alone will not change in the future.
The name becomes a bubble and bursts.
I remembered them one by one. I thought of Danga and Gongsonyeong.
It reminded me of Gongsonhyeon and Shaman Gwonje.
Names poured out.
The words that were blocked continue to pour out.
Those were pieces that couldn’t be lost.
“I’m going back. “Director.”
Where?
I couldn’t remember that much.
Jin Cheon-hee just pulled out his sword.
I don’t know what’s behind this.
Just cut down what’s in your way.
My mind is anxious. A strange feeling of guilt took over me.
But I know that there is no salvation in the place where I was dragged down.
In remembrance of my younger self and grateful for new relationships.
Just draw the present with your heart and sword!
All the sword techniques I have learned so far are contained in just one sword. I don’t remember anything like theory.
The big bird knows how painful the cliffs are.
I knew how afraid I was of the headwind. And yet I realized that it was time to fly.
In the middle of frozen ground.
I hope the headwind blows even more.
The ice crystal sword moves according to the mind of its owner.
Just the repetitive day by day that I have accumulated in the distance is contained in my arms and manifested in the realm of unconsciousness.
The memory of enlightenment has been erased, but the body remembers it.
Transcendent mind, benevolence and righteousness.
like that.
Violent ice crystals shatter everywhere.
Opens the present and shows the future.
Tsugagagak!
The surrounding area is divided.
The illusion began to shatter.
Are the surroundings finally revealing themselves?
