The great mage who transcends by regression Episode 47
‘What the hell is this?’
Remegeton didn’t quite understand this feeling.
No, maybe even though I understand, I don’t even know if I’m trying to turn away.
But one thing was clear.
Remegeton is not used to this feeling. Until now, he was a being who did not need these feelings.
Of course. Because it is a hemp book.
But now it’s different.
Because of the squire named Mikhail, Remegeton has to face this feeling, whether he likes it or not.
yes emotion.
what the hell is this feeling
‘hmm.’
The trouble was short-lived.
Remegeton quietly lowered his head and looked down.
“Ah, bone to bone!”
I saw a logical father who was rolling on the ground like crazy and avoiding my attacks.
‘What the hell am I doing.’
I couldn’t judge properly because my spirit was foggy earlier.
what to say
Rather than a rational hemp book, it seems like it has become a beast that moves emotionally.
But it didn’t matter.
The current Remegeton was obsessed with the desire to kill the father in front of him more violently.
“Son!”
And such Remegeton’s anger grew more and more every time he heard the word ‘son’.
son? Audrey?!
It’s ridiculous.
“Look for it, Father!”
Remegeton swung the bottle at the back of Wise’s head in front of him.
Pooh!
“Kieack!”
Wises’ eyes were gripped with vivid fear as he saw the bottle again lodged right next to his head.
But what can I do?
That’s karma.
No one can compensate for Lemegeton’s years of neglect. The only person who can resolve that sorrow is Remegeton himself.
If so, what is the method?
“More violence!”
“Stop the violence!”
Wise shouted desperately, but Remegeton did not stop.
He’s already a beast!
Wise, who had been bitten by such a beast, shook his head desperately.
‘This is dead… …!’
It doesn’t just die.
It is not known if he will die in the most unsightly way. Not another death, but the death of being hit with a bottle of alcohol by his son.
what kind of death is this
Even in the battle with the devil, he survived tenaciously, but if he died here, he could not close his eyes because of resentment.
‘I…That bastard!’
Soon, his thoughts went crazy and he turned his head.
“Giggle.”
Mikhail was watching this devastating scene with a smile and curious eyes.
“Hey you bastard!”
Weiss shed tears of blood.
“Seriously! He said he would help improve relationships with all his heart!”
“No, what is that?”
Mikhail tilted his head at Wise’s words and said.
“Just in case, I never said I would help you?”
“…?!”
“I said I would improve the relationship, I never said I would keep you alive. Let’s make sure of this.”
“Oh no, this bastard is real!”
Weiss shuddered and shouted.
“What do you think the relationship improvement is! Does it improve relationships by rummaging through everything and embracing souls?!”
“oh.”
“Oh what oh ya oh ya! you come here I didn’t trust you, but why did I trust you… …!”
Then Set spoke softly.
“Don’t you really believe in it?”
“….”
oh that’s right
Wise nodded involuntarily as he thought about that, desperately defending himself.
I never believed… ….
In the first place, I wouldn’t have come here if it wasn’t for that demon grabbing me by the neck and dragging me by force.
Can’t it just look good?
“There is no way that this will improve relations in the first place! Can’t you see his face now?! I’m falling behind!”
“Wise people die.”
“….”
At this point, Weiss began to feel skeptical.
Why the hell did he have to continue this crazy conversation while being beaten with a bottle?
No matter how much I think about it, I don’t think that descendant will ever save me.
‘Those are called descendants.’
Weiss felt like she was going to cry. Why is the warrior who saved the world even like this?
Of course, if this is also karma, it is karma. ….
‘life….’
One day, Mikhail himself will receive full karma and realize the sins he has committed.
no, that’s how it should be
If that doesn’t happen, I think I’ll die of shame.
Of course, Mikhail doesn’t care what Wise thinks, and just laughs and watches.
The countless memories of the experience so far passed quickly through Wise’s head.
Half-body life.
The time when I was hit by all sorts of misfortunes to the point where I wondered why this was happening.
Why?
What makes me sadder now than back then is… ….
“haha.”
Wise stared at the bottle flying right in front of him with a blank expression.
A bottle that looks big and heavy today.
“Patience.”
Weiss muttered that and quietly closed his eyes.
and under the blue sky.
Kaaang!
Wise spun beautifully and headed out beyond.
Forever and endlessly… ….
* * *
To sum it up roughly, Weiss was beaten to death.
At first, it seemed like he was avoiding it somehow to survive, but at some point, Wise accepted his fate with half resignation… ….
Anyway, things have progressed really fast since then. I was deeply impressed with Weiss, who somehow managed to hold on.
“You did a good job, Wise.”
“….”
No answer. It seems dead.
In any case, I grabbed Wise’s (what it used to be) neck, arm, or foot, or something, and dragged it along to distance me from Lemegeton.
Is this Wise or is it a twisted chimera? Our ancestors’ face is not a word.
I threw Weiss into the corner roughly like that and approached Lemegeton, who was still hiccupping.
“I know you woke up right away, so get up quickly.”
“….”
Lemegeton pretending not to know and being silent.
Of course, I knew this guy would react that way, so I told him once again.
“I couldn’t believe I didn’t put an expiration date on that alcohol. It was set for just one day from the beginning.”
“….”
At that, Remegeton, who was hugging the bottle, chuckled and clicked her tongue, throwing the bottle away roughly.
“Anyway…Can’t we just pretend we don’t know and move on?”
“What can I do? It’s a privilege of a warrior to be useless.”
“…under.”
At my words, Remegeton smiled and looked at Wise (what was).
“How are you? Have you become more comfortable?”
“Okay.”
Remegeton looked at the being he could call his father.
The boy’s eyes were complex.
It looked relieved, but on the other hand, it still looked cramped somewhere.
The boy, who was silent for a moment, opened his mouth.
“To be honest, I have never properly received the love of parents that you guys say. Because I was born as a tool, not a human in the first place.”
“I guess so.”
“If my creator, Solomon, had treated me that way until the end, I would have continued to exist as a tool. Like it or not.”
It would have been.
Remegeton was a great ‘tool’.
A collection of knowledge created by the sage and demigod Solomon. It means that it was originally made to function just there.
Even if he behaves like a human being himself, Remegeton before that was, after all, a hemp book.
but….
“Solomon, who returned, defined me as his ‘child’.”
“….”
“Isn’t it ironic? The moment I received that little recognition, I was recognized as a person like you.”
Remegeton’s feelings at that time would not have been something that could be explained in words.
The sense of fulfillment of being recognized as a life, not as a sensory tool to be reborn as a human in Tsushima.
It must be a kind of emotion that you can’t realize unless you are yourself.
“Does that mean that you felt sad about something?”
“My father, who gave me birth, wanted me to be human. But when that happens, it’s confusing.”
Remegeton only got a chance to look at itself after thousands of years of existence.
Of course it would be confusing.
The moment when a subtle existence that is neither a demon nor a human being is finally recognized as a life.
Such a born again life comes to worry about itself.
“I thank my father.”
“I see.”
“But on the other hand, I also resent my father. I don’t know why those conflicting feelings keep going back and forth in my mind. It just felt that way.”
Even Tsushima books, which contain tremendous knowledge that is close to the word omniscience, cannot fully identify the identity of the ’emotion’ born from oneself.
Remegeton let out a wry smile as he said that.
“Well, it’s the first time I realized it and I’m confused, so it’s inevitable that I’m a little out of control.”
“It was an amazing experience.”
Remegeton let out a bitter laugh.
“The moment I heard that from my father, I couldn’t control my emotions. I never thought I could be so emotional in my existence.”
“hmm.”
The depth of ‘knowledge’ is unapproachable by any human being in this world.
except for me.
But how about looking at it as an emotion? What kind of existence is Wise if he removes the title of ‘Demon Book’ and simply sees it as a life?
‘A newborn child.’
Or a boy or girl who has just started their puberty….
“That is natural.”
“I see.”
“Of course, there aren’t many children who turn their parents into porridge no matter how emotionally angry they are….”
The world has decided to define it as an immoral child.
But what should I say?
Considering what Weiss has done so far… ….
‘a little…Maybe it was cheap?’
It’s enough to go crazy even if it’s left sealed like that for several decades right now.
However, Remegeton had to spend so much time sealed and lonely that he could not count it.
You deserve to be angry.
In the first place, the reason why Wise didn’t fight back even after being hit like that was because he knew that my karma was huge.
“What are you going to do next?”
At those words, Remegeton looked at his father for a moment.
What to do.
After thinking about it for a while, he smiled bitterly and shook his head.
“Okay. I’ll have to think about it some more. These ’emotions’ are so complex that it is not easy to define them.”
“Right.”
“But what can I say? After going through this series of processes, I felt a little….”
Lemegeton laughed.
“It feels faithful. I don’t know if this expression is correct.”
“That is the beginning.”
No one knows what path the life of Remegeton will take in the future.
Even if it’s just Wise right now.
Who would have thought that Solomon, who had been terribly destroyed, would return again through the blood of his descendants?
I must have thought that I would come back like that and face my karma one by one and try to solve it.
That’s all.
The future is open to anyone and no one knows what form it will take.
I am also like that.
“That will do.”
step by step.
I smiled as I watched Lemegeton start to step toward the world as a new life.
Whatever it is, the moment when life takes its first step is bound to be truly brilliant.
