Episode 460
Episode 149. Confession (1)
Another week passed.
The Balaur continued to investigate the southern polar region of the continent, but the exact location of Rizol was not yet known.
It wasn’t that Rizol had already moved to the New World. Traces of the magical power he created overflowed everywhere in the polar regions.
However, Yuma could not join the search ranks. It was because the number of cases where Risol suddenly hit the empire with teleportation had to be taken into account.
Because of this, Yuma had been waiting for the Empire since returning from the Suher Snowfield.
‘Since I’m still waiting for news, I’m thinking a lot.’
became a god A god who presides over two dimensions.
Even so, Yuma was not feeling great inspiration. Rather than the joy or pleasure of achieving an achievement, the sense of loneliness that comes from the fact that he was ‘escaped’ from humanity came closer.
The authority of the underworld possessed tremendous destructive power just like that of the underworld. In particular, it was shocking in many ways that it was possible to manifest a person who had already died through ‘reincarnation’ similar to ‘resurrection’.
Even a dead entity like Halun or Vargas can be reincarnated as a monster with power equal to him.
‘The problem is that it can only provide a little help in defending the continent, and it will not be of any fundamental help in the fight against Risol or in stopping Hwa.’
Forced reincarnation through the power of the demon god of the underworld was beyond the providence. The new soul reincarnated in this way was just a dangerous and uncontrollable monster that could not have a self.
Proper reincarnation took a lot of time. Only when the soul wanders the underworld for at least hundreds of thousands of years can real reincarnation take place.
However, now that the second coming of Hwa was right around the corner, there would be no chance to properly use the power of the underworld, Reincarnation.
‘I feel like I’m getting further away from the life I wanted.’
Ever since he became a grandmaster.
In fact, becoming stronger has lost its meaning.
When he was a human, he trained for the joy of growing up and strengthening his power, or just because he liked fighting with swords.
However, after becoming a god, he only grew by ‘necessity’.
There was no joy, pleasure, or sense of accomplishment in such growth.
Just when will this growth end?
There is only vagueness about when the world can be made to run perfectly without the need for further growth.
So, Yuma was getting tired.
Even though he became an existence holding the authority of the underworld and the underworld, it was not enough to be a means to block the void.
So, how are you supposed to live?
If you can’t stop Hwa even if you kill Rizol, recover the name of Haider, and join forces with him. How could he, as well as his loved ones and countless other people in the world…
‘After returning, I just wanted to change my unhappy life, but too many things happened.’
The first day of returning from an old eunuch to the fresh body of a sixteen-year-old.
What Yuma assumed as the ultimate goal was ‘personal happiness’. Living a happy life by unleash your talents to the fullest without being swayed by those who are nothing just because you are a commoner.
In order to realize that, he had to become a person who could stop the dragon horse war.
I was able to achieve that naturally by using my memories, information, and talent from my time as a eunuch. He became strong and accumulated power surprisingly quickly, and now he has become the center of the world both in name and reality.
Collect money, build a reputation, recruit talented wizards, develop artifacts that will help in the Dragon Horse War, make friends, go on adventures, build friendships between the East and West continents, and uncover all the secrets of the world.
‘It was all done for me after all. I believed that a proper life would begin only after the Dragon Horse War was over.’
But what happened now?
The horrors of the Dragon Horse War, which brought mankind to the brink of destruction, could have been avoided, but now the world was tinged with emptiness.
Whoa.
That bust was nothing in his life before returning. He was only the main character of a festival called ‘Hwa Day’ and was never a deity harmful to humans.
‘Even after the Dragon Horse War, which is said to have ended more than 70% of humanity, he never showed up. If I hadn’t returned, how long would he have been silent?’
This thought tormented Yuma the most.
If I hadn’t returned, if I had died and disappeared then, would the human world have somehow been maintained after all?
Of course I couldn’t be sure. At that time, there was no human being who could reveal the various secrets of the world like himself, but people like Hwa and Resol must have been plotting something for a purpose.
Just because they weren’t revealed doesn’t mean they don’t exist.
Also, at that time, Hella was also crazy because she was drunk with roses or Maxor, so it was highly likely that another world-scale war would eventually follow and mankind would go on its own path to self-destruction.
In the process, naturally, people like Hwana Lee Sol would have appeared.
‘I’d like to meet Lisol and talk to her at least once. How was the history he had seen while turning back time to avoid Hwa?’
Although she had only experienced regression once, Rizol would have turned back the time of the world thousands and tens of thousands of times.
The story I heard about Rizol from him on the day I first met Hwa would not be a lie.
– He’s not human. It is just a dream that I wanted to believe that I was a human being, even forcibly turning back the time of eons. The man whose name was erased obtained the God Tree, but using that power was also the role of a dream after all.
Even by forcibly turning back the time of the eons.
This passage meant that the history of the world had been turned back countless times. To escape from Haider or to prevent the second coming of Hwa.
Yuma couldn’t count the exact number of times, but Rizol turned the world over 120,000 times.
And the history of the world has always flowed consistently. Not a single piece of history, as small as Mr. Toh’s, had changed, and the more areas Rizol herself intervened, the faster the Dragon Horse War would begin.
In other words, Rizol witnessed more than 120,000 dragon and horse wars. And at the end of the dragon horse war, he always returned the world to the beginning. To the very day he escaped the world from Haider’s dream.
contradictory too.
It was a time reversal to get away from the void, but rather it became a catalyst to draw the void into the world.
To Rizol, the appearance of a eunuch named Yuma was a shocking event in itself.
In a history that has been repeated 120,000 times, a eunuch named Yuma had never appeared before.
And after the eunuch Yuma returned, Rizol could no longer use time reversal magic.
“Yuma.”
Natalie entered the office.
“Did you find any traces of the Natalie Povian traitors?”
When Yuma looked up at her and asked, Natalie shrugged.
“no. This kid is suddenly going to be sad. Are you talking about work as soon as I see you again?”
“ah.”
It was.
Recently, Yuma hadn’t had a conversation with Natalie that had nothing to do with ‘saving the world’. It wasn’t just Natalie, it was the same with any of her relatives.
Just now, it was natural to ask about the traces of Povian first. Have you eaten, are you tired, are you tired, etc. No matter how tight I was, I was able to say that much.
“Neither you nor I are a race that is full of romance and romance, but I mean. We’re still human, so shouldn’t we have private exchanges from time to time, whether the world is falling apart or not?”
“That’s right…
Yuma nodded with a confused expression.
Looking at it, Natalie had to manage to suppress her pity and put on a smile. It was not easy for her to see her lover carrying all the burdens of the world alone.
this poor guy
Having said that in her mind once, Natalie sat down on Yuma’s lap.
“I came here to look at my pretty face and smile. Then, with a dying face, Nanggun asks, starting with Povian. How can I just go back?”
Seeing Natalie speaking in a cheerful voice, Yuma raised the corner of her mouth involuntarily.
It was a really long time since I laughed.
“No, I’m just fine. I was just about to be buried in useless thoughts.”
Yuma replied, wrapping her hands around her waist. Her flesh felt so warm under her clothes that I felt like I was about to burst into tears.
No, I was really in tears. Recognizing the tears falling on the front of her coat, Yuma blinked in surprise.
“What is it? I live in a living.
Natalie laughed, wiping the tears from Yuma’s parched cheeks.
Naturally, she wanted to cry too. Seeing Yuma do this, my heart broke and my head felt like it was going to explode.
However, she was a person who had been training to master emotions for a long time. Instead of crying with her, Natalie decided to listen to him with a smile on her face.
“No, why are you doing this?”
“It is a very precious scene. Get out now, Yuma Drake is crying, folks! And I want to advertise at least.”
“haha. You cried quite a bit in front of me.”
“No one remembers Natalie from her days as the only daughter and the villain. It won’t matter if I cry a little.”
“Is that so?”
“When you’re done, let’s talk.
what is so painful Oh, of course, the world is perishing, but even if you become a god, you can’t save it, so you must be frustrated. Even so, if you say the obvious words out of your mouth, it will change a little.”
Why?
Up until just now, I thought I was going to go crazy, weighed down by skepticism and pressure, but as soon as I heard Natalie’s story, my heart felt much lighter.
And Yuma remembered the conversation he had with her just before he left for the East, and a promise he had made alone.
-you. will you marry me
– of course.
-You are a noble of the empire. I’m a commoner The moment you marry me, Baron Drake is a loss. That too is a huge loss. And me -you lived a bloody and vibrating life, could kill casually, and was the ruler of the underworld. There is no such thing as a clean past. Right?
-okay. I’m trying to show an ugly look on such a subject and grab your ankle.
-I like that one the most.
-what?
– He said he liked it the most when you got ugly and grabbed my ankle. So don’t cry
– Crazy guy!
– It’s okay if it gets ugly. And I’m not that great either.
It was a conversation I had with Natalie when I decided to go to the East together.
At that time, Yuma made this promise to herself.
Someday I want to tell you this story. Natalie as much as you. I hope you know all about me someday.
Confession of the eunuch Yuma and his return.
Yuma thought it was time to tell Natalie about it.
“Natalie.”
“say.”
“I’m actually about twice as old as you.”
“The joke is weak. I used to be a pretty humorous lover in the past.”
“And before I became a warrior, I was a eunuch.”
“I didn’t know you didn’t have a dick either.”
“Really. Will you believe what I’m saying from now on?”
Natalie paused for a moment and met Yuma’s eyes.
Soon after, she nodded, and Yuma, the eunuch, began to confess her story.
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