If I can’t debut, I’ll get sick to death Episode 315
When I open my eyes, it’s been a few months, and out of the blue, I’m going to go see my old performance.
And the cause of this situation… It was surprisingly simple.
I pressed my forehead and tidied up.
“therefore…When I had time while studying, I was curious and looked up my activities, but at some point I found it interesting.”
[Yes!]
He answers very clearly.
[To the magical boy… Oh, the stage in that baseball uniform was really cool too! And the variety show that came out alone was really fun… I didn’t see the main room because I was studying… .]
It seems like you’ve got all the news about famous activities, but I think you managed to avoid a sudden death by avoiding a fallout.
…No, there is a possibility that this was the only pleasure in life.
‘Have you relieved your stress by watching idols?’
Then what can you say?
[And when I checked the score, it seemed like I passed the test… I wondered if I could go see it for myself for a day or so, so I bought a ticket… .]
“….”
Resonance faded, as if muttering words.
‘I really want it.’
I said with a sigh.
“…Where do you do it?”
[…] !]
Yes. understood.
People go crazy after studying all day long. In the long term, it was necessary to take a day off.
Resonance resonates like crazy.
[Not far from here! It was a Gyeonggi-do festival… .]
“Wait.”
I changed my clothes.
There must be thousands of people, but I wonder if there are any stars. It is enough to endure the scene of solemn monitoring that I personally cheer for on my stage.
[Thank you so much hyung!]
I think I heard three thanks while putting toothpaste on my toothbrush.
“It’s not that difficult, but what? You should have fun like this.”
[Yes?]
I chuckled.
“I’m going to go to boarding school tomorrow.”
[…] Ugh!]
I have no intention of interfering with the last leisure time of the year.
* * *
An hour later.
I bought wireless earbuds at a convenience store so I wouldn’t be suspected of a lunatic talking to himself. This is enough to match the assortment.
Of course, while moving, I was doing what I had to do at the same time.
“First, let me tell you what happened.”
[Yes!]
First, I checked the status ailments that appeared on this guy.
[! Abnormal Status: Pass or Death! (2)]
If you fail to pass the 1st written test of the ‘Grade 7 Open Competitive Recruitment Exam’, you die
. I knew it.
The deadline is the same as 1 year. hmm.
‘From now on, I have to tell them to delay the clear confirmation.’
If it is pushed forward, there may be a crazy situation where the period expires before the second or third exam.
There won’t be much difference since the test is for one year, but you can benefit from the period.
However, the moment I thought about that, I also remembered how the confirmation of my status ailment was done.
‘Truth check.’
I don’t know if this guy also pops up trash like ‘Check the truth ☜ Click!’, so I’ll have to check it out.
“Looking at the date, it doesn’t seem like the status ailment changed immediately after checking the grades.”
[uh…yes Still, something strange came up… .]
Resonance somehow trembled thinly. And as soon as he explained, I knew why.
The option that appeared at the bottom of the success pop-up that appeared as soon as I checked the first grade.
[Synchronization Acceptance ☜ Click!]
Clicking this is somehow creepy, so I hesitated for weeks and received it in September.
[I was going to wait a while and ask if hyung comes… .]
But I had no news, and in the end, that guy clicked that button yesterday.
And the result…
[Accumulation completed.]
A window like this appeared.
‘…It must have been very embarrassing.’
[That brother. Maybe I did something wrong and the penalties are accumulating… ?]
“No, that wouldn’t be it.”
As for the feeling… It seems that ‘Park Moon-dae’ existed in the process of making the compensation I bet, and it seems to be settling down, but I’m not sure.
‘What kind of mechanism does it float?’
There are more things to analyze. I thought so at first and passed it on.
Because you have already reached your destination.
I got off the bus and checked the athletic field in front of me.
“Here.”
[Wow!]
I remember.
‘I think it was a festival held by some company.’
It was rare for such things to be sold without a rental. It seems that this guy got the hang of it.
‘The lineup… We were at the best level.’
I went inside, reviewing the details.
The air inside the venue was stuffy. It was an obvious result because it was hot even at the end of September, as befits a modern society where abnormal temperatures occur like eating rice.
‘It’s not like I slept wearing a sleeveless shirt for no reason.’
Sitting in the aisle outside, I felt a strange sense of deja vu. Did it remind you of the days of the data arm?
[That brother. Do you remember this performance too?]
“Yes.”
[then…! By any chance, hyung, when are you coming out?]
I consciously pressed the Bluetooth earphone and answered.
“Before the penultimate.”
[and….]
I wonder if there was something to be admired in the conversation just now. The practicality of just getting off work quickly in the midst of a fight to stand at the ending?
‘Should I at least release an anecdote about my active period when the time comes?’
It feels like being a curator. I closed my mouth. And on the stage, the performance was just beginning.
“….”
The stages that followed were not very exciting. I saw them so often because they overlapped with each other.
However, seeing it from below again, I feel a sense of déjà vu as if the data arm had gone back in time.
[Hyung, aren’t you having fun…?]
“No, it’s fine. It must be because you are used to it.”
It’s so loud, but even if I mumble, it’s something I can do because I know that people around me can’t hear me. And Gong Myung understands well because this is also his body.
[Because you were active as an idol, of course!]
“That’s also true, because I went to shoot something like this in college.”
[…] !]
Well, I said it for nothing.
However, the resonance is ‘Did you intern as a reporter?’ Instead of saying the same thing, he enthusiastically agreed.
[Yes! That hyung also filmed the Youngrin fancam… !]
“…??”
What are you not so good at?
“Did I even tell you that?”
[that…yes. I found out by chance!]
Yes. Well, it wasn’t particularly a secret, so it could have been spilled like this while drinking.
I nodded.
Since the guy who shared my sights was excited, I watched the rest of the stage without turning my head.
And after a long time, the long-awaited guys finally came up on stage.
Wow!!!
Compared to the previous one, there are three times more screams.
And the figures who come up and form formation.
testa.
-I think of you whom I met tomorrow
all day,
wearing a navy blue stage costume and holding a microphone… me.
-Dreaming a blue dream like daytime
“….”
[and…!]
It was a strange feeling.
Obviously, stage monitoring was done countless times. I need to check what the hell I’m doing so I can refine it.
However, to see a real performance from a completely spectator’s point of view… It was almost shocking.
Even if it’s the size of a lighter.
‘Did I have that expression?’
The face on the display board and the running matchstick-sized figures intersect in the field of view.
-Cast a spell
Only then did I actually understand that I was included in the sights I once left as data.
Moondae Park on stage I’m quite… He seemed like a good idol.
I sat quietly in my seat among the cheering people until Testa’s performance was over.
And it was only when the rapper came out that ‘Park Moon-dae’ wasn’t interested in that I got up and left.
[Hyung?]
“Use the bathroom.”
I wanted to pour some cold water on it. I can’t believe that I am so impressed with this situation.
……I missed you.
‘oh my god.’
I moved my feet and naturally headed towards the end of the hallway. And the moment I entered the bathroom, I realized.
just now…Very naturally, I came into the area where no one is allowed to enter.
“….”
He probably thought he was a staff member because he was invisible to the performer’s fan base. Event security sucks.
‘Because I don’t even have a camera.’
I shrugged and turned on the water at the sink.
and heard at the same time.
bang!
Someone slamming the door open and coming out of the bathroom stall.
“…?”
What.
At that moment, the person in question could be seen in the front mirror.
however…He was someone I knew.
[Uh uh uh! This person!]
This is Bae Se-jin.
In that moment, I grasped the situation.
‘I was stuck in a cell and cried.’
It’s obvious that it’s still early debut. Come to think of it, have you experienced a similar situation when you daydream?
“….”
Bae Se-jin was trying to be less harsh, but still had a dirty personality due to family issues.
I saw Bae Se-jin, who did not approach the sink and stopped. There was power in the eyes with vigilance.
‘hmm.’
I felt odd. a little…Should I say I’m glad
Of course, he might look like a weirdo, so I’ll have to deal with it.
I said briefly as I washed my hands.
“Are you Sejin Lee? sorry. I’m surprised that I’m a fan.”
“…!”
“I saw the stage well earlier. I think you always look really good.”
Bae Se-jin No, Lee Se-jin, who has not yet changed his last name, has a blank face.
‘Ah, was it time to eat a lot of swearing at this time?’
It’s the timing when the additional successful candidates are getting beaten up by public opinion on the Internet because of their lack of stage ability, so it might be more vigilant.
However, Bae Se-jin did not do that.
“…thank you.”
Instead, a look of embarrassment crossed his face, perhaps a bit embarrassed.
“I really appreciate it. I will cheer you on.”
“…yes.”
Only then did Sejin Bae come to the sink and start washing his hands.
‘I passed it.’
I was about to dry myself off and walk to the door, but I heard a voice behind me.
“that…! If you really need an autograph.”
“ah.”
I’ve thought about it before, but this guy secretly likes fan service. I pretended to rummage through my pockets a few times before nodding my head.
“I don’t have a pen. Please be sure to ask next time.”
“…yes.”
I ended my short conversation with Bae Se-jin from the past and carefully left the staff area without anyone noticing.
It cannot be denied that it was a refreshing experience.
[and…Could it be that he recognized him?]
“I don’t think so.”
I guess we didn’t even chat at all at the time.
‘If it was September of the year I debuted… .’
Come to think of it, it was soon after that guy stabbed the police for his father’s fraudulent gambling and changed his name. Was it early October?
‘hmm.’
at that time…Obviously, it seems that the sentence was greatly increased because it was not only gambling, but also drugs.
‘I even knew the identity of the drug addict on my hind legs.’
I stopped.
…if?
“Can I stop by somewhere for a moment?”
[yes? Yes!]
I found the nearest public phone.
[…] ?]
Then, I called the civil affairs office of Gyeonggi-do Northern Police Station.
[Hyung??]
Oh, I got it.
“Drugs are being loaded into an illegal gambling den in the basement of Building XX in XX City.”
And hung up.
[uh…uhh… ….]
You might think it was a prank call now, but if Bae Se-jin makes an anonymous report, you’ll be reminded of it.
There is almost no difference in date, but two reports with completely different feelings came from the same location.
‘There must be an effect of looking around for drugs.’
I shrugged and walked out of the phone booth.
“It’s not a prank call, so don’t worry. The police won’t come.”
[Sure…?]
I slowly returned to the officetel talking about a few anecdotes from the beginning of my debut.
And after dinner and washing up, it was already near the end of the day.
‘Going out definitely eats up time.’
I first made a request related to status abnormalities, and then quickly took a picture of the first exam for next year. After studying for a few months, they accepted it quickly.
After that, there were only 30 minutes left for today.
Thanks to that, I’m chatting with Gong Myung of ‘Park Moon-dae’ who seems to be a little depressed.
[Hyung, maybe…Does your brother come back every time you get rid of this status ailment?]
“It could be.”
There was only one case, but it was a story with a possibility. Then the resonance hums melancholy.
[then…Maybe I’ll see you in a year next time.]
I chuckled.
“If you think of it the other way around, if you stick with it for the first time, you will see your face again.”
[that…Is that so?]
“Uh. work hard.”
[…] Yes!!]
If you don’t work hard, it’s a new thing in the yard of a sudden sign, but wouldn’t it be a little better if the guide comes to you like an annual membership?
I went to sleep after giving him one last instruction on how to sell stocks in case he ever ran out of money.
It was midnight.
* * *
And again morning.
The reason I woke up again was the sound of the alarm.
The sun was coming in.
Now, the hypothesis of ‘Park Moon-dae’ is… .
[brother! Right
?
“okay.”
I laughed at the resonant sound that seemed to be excited.
“Did you do well on the test?”
[yes! yes!! I’m stuck… ! 1st!]
Yes, that’s great.
No matter how much you register for boarding school… Wait, but this is still the officetel.
I got out of bed and looked around. There was something on the table.
“Aren’t you enrolled in boarding school?”
[i did it! Oh, it’s the weekend, and I had something to do yesterday, so I came to the officetel for a while… And I thought this side would not be unfamiliar to him when he comes.]
“Yes.”
It was a rather peculiar idea. I nodded and headed for the table. What’s on the table is an advertisement bromide… .
for a moment.
[Be happy^^ VTIC Chungrye]
You bastard… Why is the signature here?