Episode 461
Episode 149. Confession (2)
While confessing his true identity to Natalie, Yuma had such thoughts.
I wonder if I’ve been waiting for this moment ever since I fell in love with her.
Meeting Mero before returning and becoming a eunuch After becoming a eunuch, having lost the will to live and being favored by Hela, being executed as a traitor after the Dragon Horse War ended… Confession of the life of the eunuch
Yuma It didn’t take that long to do.
Not much to explain, even though his life was many times longer than his time as Baron Yuma Drake.
‘Well, I just spent a boring day doing eunuch duties every day. There was not much going out of the imperial castle…
Natalie didn’t answer anything while listening to the story. He only blinked his eyes from time to time without taking his eyes off Yuma.
Yuma didn’t know what her calm face meant. It was a difficult expression to read in a long time.
But I didn’t feel disliked or frustrated by that expression. It was because she had faith that Natalie would not be disappointed no matter what she said.
“…that’s how it happened. Now that I have a new life, I was trying to have some fun. I don’t know why there are so many guys blocking the way in all directions.”
When Yuma finished talking, he smiled lightly. Natalie let out smoke from her pipe and nodded softly.
“Has this motherfucker cheated on me all this time?”
playful speech.
A smile filled Natalie’s narrow eyes. There was not even a hint of resentment to be found.
“Yeah, I lied. No, rather than cheating, I didn’t say anything.”
Yuma said as she ran her fingers through Natalie’s hair.
“Look at that shameless thing. Seriously, I wanted to say it until now, so how could I have endured it?”
Natalie leaned over and kissed Yuma on the forehead.
Just a while ago, when Yuma was crying, I felt like my heart was breaking. After hearing his confession, she felt light in an instant.
Natalie didn’t think Yuma’s story was a lie. Rather, it was to the point that the things he had personally experienced while living with Yuma felt more like lies.
That’s why I’ve had so many great and mysterious moments with Yuma.
From the moment we first met in Haseo a few years ago.
To Natalie, Yuma was a mysterious being. Yuma, who was only 17 at the time, captured her heart surprisingly quickly.
“Somehow, when we first met, I wondered why I was so attracted to a 17-year-old. This sister is… not a sister. Originally, this girl’s taste was older.
I understand now.”
“You said older age was your preference? I’m hearing that for the first time
“Oh, of course, I didn’t mean that I liked old people who were more than twice my age. Pretty ideal, right?
An old man with a young face and a strong body.”
“Ugh, it makes me feel weird when you say that.”
Abandoned in the back alleys of Haseoguk, the world of a girl who has been close to the dark and damp all her life has regained its beautiful colors only after meeting Yuma.
The longer I spend with Yuma.
Even the touch of the wicked woman, who had no mercy, began to radiate warmth little by little.
Even in the heart of the poison king, who had never been afraid of death and torture, a feeling of lingering welled up.
So sometimes Natalie thought about that. He said he was proud of the mottled scars all over his body while struggling to survive for the rest of his life.
The scars left on the body, the scars left on the heart. In the end, it was just a process to receive compensation called Yuma.
“Feeling weird? yes funny guy After hearing your true identity, I feel fine.”
“Something surprising… or something I can’t believe. Do you feel betrayed at least a little bit? Do you not have that kind of heart at all?”
“Yuma.”
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“Does a person who sees fire every day feel surprised at it?”
“I don’t think so.”
“I still think of that day every morning when I open my eyes. The day you first played with Puang in disguise in the city of Kalam in Ha Seoguk. It was the first day we met.”
From that day on, my life has been filled with incredible miracles and has been rewarded beyond measure.
that me
Would you feel betrayed?
As Natalie continued to talk while looking straight ahead, it was difficult for Yuma to keep her gaze still. Indeed, it had been a long time since I felt like my face was on fire.
No, it wasn’t really a long time.
It was the first time my cheeks became so hot and my heart pounded like this.
“Um… I think of that day every morning too.”
that was a lie Unlike Natalie, Yuma didn’t think about that day every day.
But starting today, I felt like I wouldn’t miss a single day to remember that day. That moment when I first met Natalie.
“Oh right. After hearing the story, thinking about it, that day must be the first experience of your life.”
“Crazy, why did the story suddenly go like that?”
“No, it is. He said he was a eunuch in his previous life. Then I guess I had no experience. oh this is true
What do we do? You will only be with me forever…”
“Isn’t that something you don’t know?”
“Yeah, I don’t know. something that might die. Or perhaps becoming a eunuch again.”
“Uh. I’ll have to be careful.”
“Well then.”
The two giggled and fell softly onto the desk in the office.
As we half-stretched our bodies on our desks and covered each other’s faces with the sunlight pouring down on our faces, it seemed that it would not be too bad if the world perished right away.
“Still, eunuch Yuma is really amazing.”
said Natalie in a whisper.
“what?”
“Even if given the chance to go back in time, no one would be able to do it like you.”
“I thought so too. When I see what’s going on these days, I wonder if I’ve done well.”
“Because in your previous life there was neither the Underworld War nor the New World War, only the Dragon Horse War?”
“yes. At that time, at least they didn’t even think about the second coming of Hwah and the destruction of the world. If you hadn’t returned, the world would have come to an end one day without even knowing. Now, at least people can see what caused it to this point, and above all. now you are A real guardian.”
Natalie slightly opened the fingers that were covering Yuma’s eyes to make a gap for sunlight to enter. A ray of dazzling light gently touched Yuma’s eyelids.
“A world with hope, for example.”
“I’m afraid that if I fall, it’s all over.”
“It can be a little scary. Isn’t that obvious? You’re not even a monster.”
“That too.”
“I’d rather be relieved when you say you’re afraid. After becoming a god who rules the two dimensions, I wondered if the taste of my nanggun would go away.”
“To be honest, I still don’t really feel that I have become a god.”
“You are not alone. We can’t feel it either. Um, Yuma.”
“huh.”
“After driving out Risol and Hwa. How do you want to live?”
Upon hearing that question, Yuma’s pupils suddenly widened.
‘Come to think of it, after returning, I thought I’d stop the Dragon Demon War first and then enjoy life properly… Nothing specific, right?’
What you want to do, specific goals.
Looking back, almost all of Yuma’s decisions were vague.
Become the strongest soldier and want to rise to the top of the empire, be treated according to your abilities and stand on the top floor of power, or break various systems and customs that you do not like.
Other than that, I didn’t think much of it.
Even those vague goals have already been achieved. The caste system and various absurd systems could also be completely eliminated with a single word if the war was over.
“First, I want to marry you.”
“That’s how I am very satisfied.”
“After surpassing Master as a pure martial artist without the power of God.”
“Hey hey wait. It’s not natural. Why is there an increase in power after marriage? Like living in Oh Sun-do and raising children. Shouldn’t that be the case?
“Still, I have to finish what I’ve decided on first. I haven’t surpassed Master with a sword yet. If you use the power of God, you’ll win…
Natalie stuck her tongue out inwardly.
“okay. I hope you defeat Lord Duran. Anyway, it’s not normal.”
“Then how do you want to live?”
“I am simple. First of all, we’re going to renovate this upper mansion to a bigger one.”
“Already our upper-tier mansion is one of the largest in the capital.”
“No, by doing a bigger expansion. As big as the city. You and I live in the best rooms, and each room locks up one of our comrades. It makes you live.”
“Are you Natalie? What next?”
“After that, we have a party every day. Cheryl gives you a drink instead of alcohol.”
“Is that the end?”
“end. If I had to add more, it would be nice to have Evan in the scene. I don’t know why I’m so attached to that damn kid.”
After staring at Natalie for a moment, Yuma nodded.
“It won’t be that difficult. Let’s do it after preventing destruction.”
“I’ll be looking forward to it.”
Even after that, the two of them were talking about things after the destruction.
We talked for a long time about the many wishes we want to achieve after real peace comes.
Imagining and sharing the future was indescribably enjoyable. It was the greatest luxury one could afford while the world was perishing.
Perhaps, in these difficult times, this moment was what everyone in the world needed.
“How do you get Cindy and Puang to get married? Cindy didn’t seem to want that. Cheryl and Sir Randell are also worried.”
“Natalie, what kind of matchmaker are you?”
“My plan will be complete only when all those nobles get married.”
“Then I’ll try to push it somehow.”
“Again, if you interfere too much, dating is a bit like two people.”
“Oh, what do you mean?”
“haha.”
The conversation between the two of them, which had begun in a long time, showed no signs of ending even after the sun began to set. One minute and one second was a pity, and time passed quickly.
smart.
Someone knocked on the office door.
The two stopped laughing and cleared their throats. It had been quite a while since both of them were so relaxed that they didn’t even know who was approaching.
[This is Lord Rakir.] “Come in.”
“mutt?”
[I flew hard because I had news that would make my lord very happy.
Kyaha!]
“What’s going on?”
[Haka. They say the dragons have found the human! They say they’re bringing them to the capital now.]
You’re alive!
Yuma jumped up from her seat, her face flushed.
“Uncle Haka? Right away, Tulka [I thought you would and called the white lizard. Because it will be faster than Tulka. I’ll be back soon to see my lord. Haka was said to be in good condition with no serious injuries.]
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